Hey

It’s one thirty pm, I have my coffee; and Ginseng

I am boiling some water for a wash.  My boiler isn’t working.

I have enough resources to get my passport, w is like, the most super thing ever.  It w still take three weeks tho.

I feel that, rly, after all these setbacks, it w just be nice to have some money coming in, and won’t be scary at all.

I’ll literally be making it out there, on my own.

Mahjong w rly good.  I had kept it together the whole time; for the second time.

Sidenote:  I’m pretty sure that Insta w run ads when Advertiser Verification needs doing, tho they won’t lead to the link.

I realised, I have to be poor in spirit; this is the only option.  I feel good when I am thinking everyone an edge lord, who rides past me, tho it w only make me angry and get me into trouble, I feel.

I have to boil another pan of water, bc it wasn’t enough.

I realised that it’s important to not judge people.  Idk who they are and there is only one way to find out.  It pleased me today, to learn a little more about what makes someone tick.

It rly does feel like spring and I like it.  The sun is out in full force.  The lady a few weeks ago, said she’s send some good weather my way, maybe it has finally arrived; from Texas.

I must not zweeb; about the business, about anything.  I find myself thinking useless thoughts and tell myself that I shouldn’t waste brain power, on meaningless junk.  I’m too curious for my own good; w leads to judging.

I am scared that I w feel stupid if I don’t try and figure people out, tho I am just wasting mental energy, judging them.

Like I said before, like a newborn baby, I don’t have to have figured out, sh about people.  It’s this whole adult thing, of trying to be some kinda smart ass person, thinking they k what motivates people, I feel; or maybe I do it for some other dysfunctional reason; c be my f up past.

I’m Back

Never been so happy to have a wash.  It w still pretty cold.

So, I have the hiatus.  I may come up w all kinda of dope things, when having this creation break, from my passion.  I have already nailed a funnel that may work.  I can’t remember w the last page w tho.  I rly don’t c tbh.  I don’t feel that creativity is something that w be missed if the idea isn’t thought of at some point; my philosophy is that Ima just think of it later.

Like I said; when I realised that not worrying about the business, ever, had just led to a killer ad, I then accepted that I don’t ever need to do it.

I also met a Jehovah’s witness, who I feel, is not following J’s commandments, and who I felt wanted to indoctrinate me.  My question is, into what.

Do they k that they are coming across as pious and better than, I feel.

To J’s commandments

PS

I wanted to do inner child work.  I asked myself w w I like, when I w a kid, and the answer is just that I never used to judge anyone.  I w much more assertive tho.

K