Hey

It’s two pm, coffee’s on.

I have got to the point, where I feel like misbehaving.  I don’t feel that misbehaving, is judgement; I feel that it’s excitement.  I must not do this, as I feel it is how kids end up in adult reality.

Psychopathy

I kinda had the feeling that, all the things I w thinking about people; well they were coming from w|i me; kinda the product of a psychopathic mind; that’s not to say tho, that people were not being very rude.

I kinda understand why the commandment is to not judge.  It doesn’t touch on at all, whether the people being judged, are wrong or right; it even says you will be judged too, intimating that they rly rightly should be judged.. kinda.

Could these very upsetting and real issues, just be eliminated, by not thinking about them.  I believe so; by returning the adult brain map to a kid one, thus eliminating, w it, the feelings of feeling triggered over said behaviour.  W that gone, the problem no longer remains.

And then; bc the awareness of people pulling this sh, maybe, is no longer needed; it vanishes into the ether from whence it came.

I feel that I should be a kid, when the pain stops.  When I w a kid, I never had these issues.  W a clear and free from pain reality, the true kid feelings should come through; alls kid reality, being just the absence of the adult one.

So why w adults visit this reality on themselves, when all it provides is pain; this Idk.

This is the beginning of spiritual birth, the leaving behind of this reality; I feel.  For leaving it behind, Meyer departs w it.

Then w.  Is it time to leave the Earth and go somewhere, where there is less sin, no adult reality and all the war and sh, that comes w it.

Oh, the pain of a kid, looking on in horror, at the world and all their wars; feeling that adults are the true children, I feel.

Well; what if the world changed and became this place.

Ever noticed how kids are so in anxiety.  I feel they are at that point, where they are leaving this world behind; tho the world won’t let them go.  It wishes to remain evil, I feel; creating such tension in the world, and all the pressure, I feel is heaped onto these kids; Idk.

It just seems to me, that there is a lot of pressure for things to change and the world to transition into the new Paradigm of Satya Yuga.

I had wondered for any evidence, of people living to like five hundred, just like in the Hindu texts; like through carbon dating or anything; has anyone tried.  Maybe they w be seen as too barking and not get off the starting blocks.

This is the hope I hold onto, that the kids are the ones that save the world, through practising these commandments.  C I be the one to prove that they stop the pain.  Surely they w not wish to suffer any longer.

Kids clearly don’t want to grow up, I feel.  I look at Doll, and Cait, and so many others, and see that they are well into their twenties and look only eighteen.

C the hedgehog pathway destruction, be slowed, by the dope af societal rules of a safe space.  Kids seem no longer, I feel, to be zweebers.

Winona Ryder

She said that, if it existed, she had thought about it.  I feel that the kids of this generation, just don’t zweeb like that and leave any analysing of things well alone.  It’s just not the contemporary mind, I feel.

It c be maintaining the gene expression of a kid, far into their twenties, allowing this.  C kindness rly be the spiritual light, that is slowing the decline of kids.

The other side of kindness is that the world has to be inducive of this mindset.  I just feel that the world is too cruel for these angels and Just hope for them to be the change, that resets this whole planet.  I feel that they can do it.

That’s where J’s commandments comes in.  It allows for the person to regress, for lack of a better word, back to kid reality; leaving behind all the anxiety of the adult mess, that has no answer and claims to be the solution, I feel.

Soon Iwk whether this is all true, I feel.

K