Hey

It’s one pm, I’m about to have coffee

I have self corrected

I w thinking, that, I w okay judging people bc.. I felt angry when I didn’t.

Then today, I tried not judging them and seeing how it went.  The anger just disappeared, so I get to do something even better.

It taught me that judgement w no bueno, at all.  This made me rethink worry as well; and I just committed to drop that as well; w suited me super well, bc I rly don’t want to worry about things.  W the business, I never worried and things ended up pretty good, very good even.  It’s literally so good, to let go of worry, I feel.

In Other News

I’m kinda thinking that people around me, saying stuff is okay.

When I w younger, I told myself, I never used to judge people.  That’s not true; it just isn’t.  I remember having some harsh thoughts about people, things I said.

I thought that, when I had reached the same point of judgement that I w at, when I w young; then I w have kid consciousness; maybe I do, Idk.

Earlier

I w on my way home, and I had like these Northern feelings; and it kinda remembered of being up North when I w young.

Then I thought to myself; no these are not memories, these are how I feel rn; so I committed to tuning into these Northern feelings.  I had a taste of it, when I walked past a shop and a woman walked out.

In all truth, these are the kinda feelings, that I had when I w a kid, so maybe I am there; already.

Something kinda made me feel like, more comfortable in myself.  This Twitcher, Aryssa; she said that she thought that the films that her dad watched were rubbish.  For some reason, this helped me.

I’m kinda stuck in the middle.  I love what’s on nowadays, and just don’t even bother with that old stuff.  I feel kinda maybe she’s right.

I w told of a streaming service; Streameo.  Maybe there’s some good stuff on there.  These girls are about thirty.  Ima not explain why that just feels right to me; Idk.  Ngl, it rly does tho.

That thought, kinda scares the crap out of me.  Like c I rly have revisited youth; at least back to the age of thirty.

C kids, millennials, actually still be in their teens.  This is shocking, and a lot to process.  Is thirty the new twenty.

I had wondered if like the next generation, w live to like one hundo easy, and I feel this c well be the truth; time w tell.  It’s a total mash.  Yeep

J says, rejoice and be glad, when people say all kinds of evil on account of me, leap for joy, bc great w be your reward in heaven.  That hits like a truck rn.

To Jesus

K