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It’s about one thirty pm, I had caffeine at twelve.

I felt like a kid; coming home from school; this is the vibe I’m looking for.

I had stopped in Town for an energy drink.  I kept telling myself to stop thinking.  I guess I w feeling hungry and felt it challenging.

Long Ago

I used to watch Canadian films; in the evening.  They used to give me the only peace that I felt.  I remember longing for to be able to, feel that way in the day.  I used to totally block all thought out, so that Ima follow the plot and let the feelings in

I remembered this today; and thought to myself, why don’t I try blocking out all thought, and trying to feel the peace that I used to; remembering longing for that, and putting it on my vision board.  C rn be the fulfilment of that goal, or dream.

I guess I kinda pulled it off.

In Other News

I’m sorting out my bedroom atm.  There is a bed that is mostly dismantled, and a ton of mess under it.  I am working every day to sorting it out.

I feel that my energy for the business, is dependent on the state of my home.  When my home is good, it gives me enough self esteem to rly hit it out the park.

Oh

That so reminds me

I w looking on Google Ads yesterday; and I found that Ima run the same keywords from there.  This w mean that I w find out, whether it w work w my landing page; yes I am able to use the same ad almost and the page.

This is just a beautiful thing and I rly look forward to doing it.

I w spending all night on it, and need a long rest, to get my energy up, before just going through the motions, of creating a simple ad; w the added challenge of putting an image on it.

It won’t make much.  It only has a minute search volume; tho it may give me confidence for running it on Insta, and give me a little hustle dollars for spending on getting my passport done.

I like totally have no idea whether this w work; apart from knowing that the Ads works like gangbusters on Insta.

I have to do it in the States, bc my method of marketing only appeals to them; possibly the Australians too; w w double the income I get, possibly making so that I c get an income off of this while I wait for Insta Advertiser Verification.

There is so much to be done, a break w be well earned; like I say, allowing me to gather myself for the onslaught, I feel.

Tho the thing that sticks in my mind, is the way I felt today, very much like a kid; w full faith that if I banish judgement from my mind, my mind w have no choice but to revert to the consciousness that I once enjoyed.

I honestly feel that the only things getting in the way, is judging and worrying and what those things do to the gene expression of the brain, the mind.

Fully aware now that, my Yamanaka genes have to be triggered, if I ended up in kid consciousness.  That little taste today, has fully made me understand that that is how it w be; I feel.

There is no way for a person to be fully consciousness in the awareness of a kid, and the body not follow to give that person the resources to do all the activities that.. the ability to move the body in line w that consciousness; I feel.  Idk tho, not telling myself that it will.

To Moving The Body With The Feelings Of A Kid

K