It’s eleven o clock nearly; I’ll be having coffee soon
I’ve left it like six hours. It’s been going rl well, bc it just feels better. I’ve got the repair men in and I’m just vibing w it. Hopefully I’ll be able to go out this afternoon.
We had an amazing day yesterday; it w so warm; and sunny.
I think I may have found an angle that I wanna go down; following up on things that are viral, and connecting people, to the things that support, those viral themes.
The thing w w that, it just lit me up thinking of doing this. It has this amazing energy that Ima just, not get enough of. I’m hooked.
I expect the average for this time of year, is gonna be fifteen; nice enough to just wear a windbreaker.
I got to wear the kit I got of Shein and I felt amazing in it. It w unreal.
I’ve come to realise, that keeping everyones’ energy out, can be triggering for some people, so that’s something that I need to watch.
In Other News
Eating less has taught me a lot. I used to eat, when I felt myself losing it. To keep the weight off tho, I just need to be aware, that it’s just not necessary to be like that. It’s such a relief. Rly there is nothing stopping me from being the weight I want.
I thought that, as my cortisol came down, I w be able to just, find it so much easier, to make all this work; it seems to be true. That’s such good news.
This gives me so much faith, in the process of me healing; it does actually look like, I am healing. Like I’ve said before, my face just looks so much better and younger; and my hair, has actually turned black.
Also
My ads have been running for four days now, so there are only two left to wait; till they start running properly, and Ima get a read on what the clickthrough rate is and ad price.
At that time I w have a clearer picture, of whether this whole system is likely to make anything. At best, I kinda figure that it may cover my living expenses. That w be super duper dope. That’s rly the goal. Just makes me love this game so much.
it w be good news if I w good at it; it’s something that I like doing. Authentically it rly vibes w me.
I wonder how this w affect my self esteem. Ik that self esteem never lies and that I w have it when the time is right. Looking forward to that.
Self esteem is something that is good; and I no longer deny that I am feeling it. There is nothing for me to feel ashamed about around it; I choose to let it in, and listen to it, and let it guide me.
I’ve heard that if I listen to it, it w get stronger. That’s w I have been doing.
To Self Esteem
K
Miss K 