Hey

It’s five pm; I’m having coffee in one hour

I’ve had one hell of a day.  There w, who I w call a trans boy, just upsetting everyone, I felt; and I c totally empathise w him, I feel.  Then I w told to stay at home, and felt there w be a riot.

All in all, I’m finding it easier to deal, w w people are saying.  Also I get a lot of comments, w is a challenge; even w w this boy w saying.

So, I did stay at home, and missed my club; tho I spoke to one of my friends.  It w just crazy, to quote MeowBuffy.

Then, it happened.  Either I have totally and irrevocably lost my mind; or I am actually gonna be reversed to youth; soon.  I w just thinking about the bible passage that said, leap for joy when people say all kinds of evil on account of me; and something clicked inside of me.

What else c be worth leaping for joy over, I felt it meant that.

I never lost my mind.  The boy w just verbally abusing people, tho they may have been way to dumb to k what he w saying, I feel; and I kept it together, and more importantly, never thought that it w about me.

This is a huge step forward.  I’m dealing more and more.

In Other News

The business is going from strength to strength, a saying borrowed from an old Peugeot ad.  I’m crawling my way through the funnel.  I’m blocked atm, bc I’ve out prompted my image limit; and tbh I just wanna give it a rest for a hot minute; I don’t want it to feel not fun, bc Ima just not do it if it isn’t.  It’s the same as singing.  When learning stopped being fun, I just dialled it back and learned a different way.

It’s something like three thirty am, I’ll be able to finish the page.  Gotta love AI.  It allows smaller entities to compete w much larger companies bc of not needing a huge budget.

Also

I feel that Google Ads is just not my vibe.  Tbh they seem to be more out there for the larger the company the better, I feel.  Perhaps I am forming an identity.  Go underdogs.

And tbh.. I feel that larger companies can absolutely do things wrong.  I feel that the Sony XM5’s have a nasty high bass that hurts my ears, that the Raycon’s don’t have; at like a quarter the price.  Plus the 60 Hz has more punch, I feel; and they don’t have that cheap headphone sound, I feel.  They hit like an over ear headphone, in that they mostly don’t sound cheap.

Sad To Say

That old films being rubbish totally slaps.  It makes total sense.  When I w a kid, I watched black and white films and thought what the f.  It has to be the same today; it scares me; bc back in the day I enjoyed them so much, it’s a mash.

And it means that as much as I love them, Ima not bother watching them, w kinda sucks, bc it w be an enjoyable two hours, what the f.  That’s illogical captain, to quote Spock.

There is only one way Iwk, ck, that; is if I w in kid consciousness, w I am not, tho soon w be, bc J promises it, I feel.  I’m mashed in more ways than one today.

So I continue; things just improving week on week; and w the genre of things that are getting better; not least the zhè of not feeling like I need/want anything, its looking good.

To Not Being Material

K