Hey

It’s about two thirty pm, coffee’s on.

I realised that I hallucinate at all times.  It w quite a shock.  This probably means that one day I w be able to come off the medication as it doesn’t actually increase my hallucinations by that much.

Yea, it w sad to have to own it; and good also.  Like Ima let go of all the sh that I think is going on.

I have coffee

So; w the business, I have images for the last page now.  I thought them up today; they just come to me and I recorded them; except one w for an ad as me as a consultant.

It blasted that evil world that I thought I lived in, out the water, when I looked and found that there w nobody there w c have said those things.

Reality

I wanna talk about reality.  When I w younger, I used to think, to try and regain my reality.  This doesn’t work and makes things worse, I feel.  I used to do it a lot and probably made myself quite ill by doing it.  Reality just is.

I have regained my reality through following J’s commandments quite well; that’s w made me realise.

I spoke to 111, option 2.  We had a long chat, and I realised that I w, like I say, hallucinating rly badly, I feel.  I then realised that the world felt like such an evil place and then it hit me that that w how I felt, last time I had a relapse.

It w good that I w able to give it a go, and just leave it alone when it didn’t work.  Tbh I didn’t like it and it w no hard choice for it to go.

I needed to try it in the spring and I have.  Trying to again w have to wait till the summer and then next year.

When I’m at home I need to think, to keep myself occupied, tho I mustn’t judge or worry.  It w a challenge when I tried not to think, the night of feeling I w struggling.  It made me realise that things are going on around me when I’m out, tho not at home.

I like that Ima get back to ASMR and it feels the way it always did.  Things are back to normal; mostly.  This is not bad bc it’s only the next day after I took the full dosage.

I’ve just realised that I don’t even need a landing page, bc ads straight to my offer, should make enough to give me a profit.  I like this bc it makes me feel safe, that things are gonna work and that my landing page w do well, no matter what.

Actually that’s wrong, maybe, Idk.  Not gonna bother looking into it; soon enough I’ll k what’s going on.

I’ll have a rest and then do some chores and get to it after falling asleep; hopefully.  I rly wanna get to it.

I still have AI images that Ima use for stuff.  I’ll need two; I’ll have to create them.  Again, six keyword prompts seem to work best.  The sooner I use them, the sooner I’ll have more available.

It beats paying like tons of money every month, when my budget just doesn’t run to that

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