Author: womankirsty
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It’s one am, I have my coffee I’m scared I’ll have the same hallucinations at bowling, that I had at pétanque, tho Ima not think about it. Didn’t get time to eat as well, so must do that. Now I understand, why psychiatrists don’t let people come off the medication. The thing is tho, is that I…
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I’m hallucinating. They are quite small hallucinations, and I’m not in pain. I did feel a lot of shame tho, bc of w I heard people saying. I don’t think it w real, tho it w rly sad and I had a cry. My schizophrenia is fading in and out, as is my mood. I suppose Ima just take…
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee I am trying to avoid the midnight wudgies. It’s about my mental health. I mustn’t worry about whether w happened today w real. Tbh, it’s such a relief. At least I have stopped hearing evil speech from everyone. I’m dreading sorting out Insta, I’ve had nothing but problems w that. I can’t remember the…
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I’ve had a wild ride, the last couple of days, w psychosis. It’s w terrifying; feeling like everyone w evil, and wanted to kill me. I kept it together, by just not judging them, like this is how evil they are, and that’s okay. I felt I w getting threats, everywhere I went. I even left my pétanque…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, late, traffic w a little bad. I’ve had my CBD. I feel like everyone’s stupid, it’s a really uncomfortable feeling. I feel like I’m seeing snow people, through the eyes of a n’a. My friend told me that everyone’s a racist bigot, maybe that’s true. I feel so nuts right now. I felt that…
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It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee. I felt like the Gospel Of Thomas, w about me, yesterday. It says, if you are able to interpret these sayings, then you w never taste death. It w weird, bc I didn’t feel like I w delusional at the time. Like, if I w the first one to…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, I had my beer, on the way down here. I’m calling it wudging, bc it refers to both worrying and judging. I realize that the problem is shame. I will feel like I’ve done something wrong and then get upset; or not, just tell myself to not wudge. I feel that…
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It’s two am, and I have my coffee I felt persecuted today. People here tend to blurt out things that they hate about people. I love it, tho I felt that it w about me, and rly got scared. I’m not judging whether it w or not, and I w able to handle it, w w super. I rly…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD My psychiatrist asked me whether it’s legal. It seems to be, as it w all over tv and media. I feel it got a lot of attention in the country, like people felt that they were able to smoke cannabis without mind altering effects. I just straight up said, that I…
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It’s two thirty am, I have my coffee I love J’s commandments. My self esteem is super high, tho I suffer at time from super duper low self esteem, I feel we all do, Idk. I feel like applying for more jobs, bc Ima miss out on ones that are opening at the mall. I’m thinking…
Miss K 