Author: womankirsty
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD. Still finding it a bit of a challenge, following J’s commandments. I had to not worry earlier and I had a mini anxiety attack. I don’t want to explain, bc it c give me anxiety again. Getting good and stoned, for my psychiatrists appointment. I’ll have to head back soon for it. Rly…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I feel totally re energized, bc I heard about two people who make an online income. It just gives me so much faith. I feel I’ve rly turned a corner, when it comes to being able to not have judgy feelings about people. Up till now I just didn’t rly…
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I’m feeling more optimistic about the business, and not believing in my own bull sh, at the same time. Like, I’m not telling myself that this time it’s gonna work. Some people, definitely do make an income online. I rly aim to not judge and not worry. This new, pinning me much younger, has just made me feel…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee Judgement Whatever I judge someone to be is w I am. With every judgement, I become who I am judging. Like, if I had a specific thing that I judged people for, and I kept doing it on the regular, I w actually become that, myself. Some people call people pervs,…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. Feeling that my eyes are widening. The structure of the face, is down to the structure of the mind, in part, I don’t like to say brain. In the female mind, the messages travel more from side to side than front to back, like they do in men. I feel the…
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It’s almost two am, and I have my coffee I have realised that, being attacked in the magistrates court, has rly traumatised me, and that is why it feels that everyone is evil. It feels like everyone is capable of that. Even when I am at home, I feel that I am at risk of people…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Idk whether I need CBD. Persecution To me, persecution can just be feeling that someone is saying something; something horrendous actually, w no basis, bc of not judging whether it is or not. I feel that modern society deems persecution, to be like ethnic cleansing or something like that, w it is; tho…
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It’s almost three am, and I have my coffee I w thinking about doctors and how I feel they have something against supplements. Like, to me, probiotics w help me chest infections, tho I feel they won’t prescribe them. I also feel that Curcumin healed my depression, and they won’t prescribe that either. I found that I…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. My coil is burnt and I forgot to replace it, so I’m having to be careful. It’s kinda like the same hit as having a cup of coffee, not strong at all. It still made me well para, at Bowling on Mon, tho. There’s a lot going on w|i me rn. Idk why…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I believe all the things that I’ve been saying. I believe that I w be in the reality I want. I believe that it is underneath all the worrying and judging. I w @ pètanque, and I had felt my empathy, instead of dehumanising thoughts. I had gone the whole session,…
Miss K 