Author: womankirsty
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee Idk whether to go w Anakin, or find something better. For some reason, there seems like this huge urgency. My coffee’s definitely got notes of chocolate. Usually w I’ll do, is do something for the business, and feel triggered; then watch a Youtube video, then go back to it. That’s my…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, just had CBD I saw some n’as. I w saying n’a in my head. I had found that a little zest helped, last week. The problem w tho, that as I left for here, I w like looking down on the people on the billboards. I felt that this w judgement. I thought about w I…
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee I judged yesterday, it’s bc I w triggered again, and felt like I had had enough. I felt like I had been stared at twice and w angry. I found that my self esteem went right down the toilet. This is the sad thing about judging, it w do that every…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows; have some CBD in a minute I managed to log into Anakin. hopefully I’m still logged in, so I can do what I need to. I’m settling down, after that bout of schizophrenia that I had. I guess it was a bit premature, to say that I could get on with…
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It’s one am, I have my coffee I’m trying not to wudge. I tried to get hold of my man at the agency, and he never called me back, twice. I feel my self esteem w affected, and I felt worthless, and that I wasn’t even worth the most basic job. This is w applying for work…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD. I’m struck by how young I look. I feel that I look like thirty at times. Even my hair seems to be turning back to color and getting more soft. I go after, being young, w renewed optimism. I had a bad few days, bc of freaking the f out, and I…
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It’s one am, I have my coffee A Whole New Approach To Assessing Offers To find ones w healthy commissions, and to go into the reviews of these companies and find something super positive that they are saying. It’s a product first approach It seems only right, and poetic justice, that only the companies that offer…
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I’m at the dentist; I need a tooth stripping. I might just have some CBD. I had this most beautiful, sublime, walk through Orton. it was the same trail that I would take on the way to school. I had thought those feelings had died in me a long time ago. It really gives me…
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It’s two am and I have my coffee I had a nightmare that I w @ the fairground and I got caught in one of the rides. The hallucinations I w having have settled down. Normally when I have a relapse, I feel that people are up to something that is rly pi me off, and…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows. It’s wet, and I haven’t brought my bag to sit on, so I’m standing up. Ima have some CBD I’m still trying not to judge. It’s not that hard now. I stopped my morning judgies, and I only get it like every now and then. I just think about something else. I’m a little apprehensive to…
Miss K 