Author: womankirsty
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Idk whether I need CBD. Persecution To me, persecution can just be feeling that someone is saying something; something horrendous actually, w no basis, bc of not judging whether it is or not. I feel that modern society deems persecution, to be like ethnic cleansing or something like that, w it is; tho…
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It’s almost three am, and I have my coffee I w thinking about doctors and how I feel they have something against supplements. Like, to me, probiotics w help me chest infections, tho I feel they won’t prescribe them. I also feel that Curcumin healed my depression, and they won’t prescribe that either. I found that I…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. My coil is burnt and I forgot to replace it, so I’m having to be careful. It’s kinda like the same hit as having a cup of coffee, not strong at all. It still made me well para, at Bowling on Mon, tho. There’s a lot going on w|i me rn. Idk why…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I believe all the things that I’ve been saying. I believe that I w be in the reality I want. I believe that it is underneath all the worrying and judging. I w @ pètanque, and I had felt my empathy, instead of dehumanising thoughts. I had gone the whole session,…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having beer; I already had coffee. I feel a little upset. I want to talk about persecution. Long story short, I felt that it helped me. I w able to feel through these dehumanisations I w have as I socialised w the friends. I got right to the end of our club, and then I…
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It’s four thirty am, I have my coffee I’m thinking about fear; how I feared going out, bc I thought I w be taken advantage of. I feel scared of my neighbour rn. It’s hard w worry bc Idk whether I have something to worry about. I c just be having my midnight bout of, ill mind…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. I want to start talking about something; about my dehumanisations of people. It’s kinda the same thing that I feel, when I am at groups. It feels like a mild version of narcissistic rage. I get the same thing, when I am out and about, just feeling that people are janky. It…
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It’s two thirty am, and I have my coffee I have rly been shocked at the amount of judging, I have been doing in the last few days. Ik that it is unhealthy for my mind. I feel low self esteem, bc of having done it, as when I judge someone, I’m rly judging myself. Ik that I…
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I just got back from knit and natter. I’m feeling stressed bc I feel that one of my neighbours has it out for me. I got given a little foxy, w w nice. It’s cross stitch. I had forgotten my knitting. It went super quick, I only got a little done. I’ve not rly done cross stitch before and was…
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It’s two thirty am, I have my coffee I feel the persecution w continue. I heard something so bad, Ima hardly believe my ears. I feel he’s got ASBD. I feel that that means, the reward in heaven is mine. Idk what it is. C it be that my ads w work. I contacted Facebook, and hopefully I w have…
Miss K 