Author: womankirsty
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I just sent off a CV, to a girl at my agency. I went in there, and I talked to the guy, and he said that, he had been on holiday for two weeks. He said also that things had been slow bc of the time of year that it is, and that things should pick…
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It’s eleven thirty pm, and I have my coffee. I managed to control my anxiety, by not getting angry and, just not thinking. I w having problems verifying, my payment method for Meta. I have fitted my new phone case. It’s rly grippy w dry fingers w is super. That means it w be perfect. Fireworks just kicked…
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Just having a vape of CBD. I’m at home. I had forgotten my vape at bowling, and, as it turns out.. it w for the best, bc I get to have some, before bloggy. It’s all about anger I feel that how narcissists control their kids, is to abuse them, w causes massive anger; and then…
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It’s three am, I have my coffee. I rly enjoyed croquet yesterday. I w be sad, when it stops in one week’s time. I played three jump shots, getting a hoop each time. I’m scared of starting work. What if I’m not ready. There’s an agency, in Town. I want to go there, and ask for help. It just seems…
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I am down Ferry Meadows I feel there is no such thing as healthy judgement. There is an innocent comment; that is followed by a nosh portal, trying to open. I feel that peoples’ behaviour sucks me into a nosh, after I have judged. It’s rly prefer not to judge when I am out, bc I want…
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It’s one am, I have my coffee. I have learned that Ima practice situational assessments. This is good news, bc it w allow me to pass them and get a job. I have to find a website that allows me to do this. The one I found, I felt w asking me something unreasonable, in the terms…
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I managed, to throw out, like ten two twenty, of like, dehumanising, worryfull, kinda psychopathic thoughts, in a row. It w such a run, that it gave me space to breathe and just feel less anxious. I feel that my brain map, for these dysfunctional thoughts, is like shrinking, due to me, following J’s commandments.…
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it’s three forty am, I have my coffee. I w thinking, that if people have no job, and they stay at home all the time, it’s only natural that they’re gonna think about death. I have had to stop feeling upset on here; bc, when I do, it kinda kills the energy of my day.…
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I feel a little triggered rn. I’m down Ferry Meadows My Instagram Ad, is still waiting for approval, Idk. I remember, telling myself this morning, that I wasn’t gonna judge anyone; w I didn’t. I’m still trying to not judge. There w this little girl, being told off by her parents. I had to not think w w right.…
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It’s two forty am, I have my coffee. I lost my blog entry yesterday. I rly feel for people nowadays; I feel for myself. I w upset, bc of feeling sexually threatened, when walking through an underpass. I’ve gotta walk that way all the time. Also these assessments.. I feel they are insipidly, ebbing away at my self…