Author: womankirsty
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee. It’s a Peruvian. Waitrose have all these single origin coffees, that Ima try. Yesterday w a challenge. It’s hard to talk about bc it still feels raw. People were talking to me everywhere I w, w w okay, tho I feel it turned dark, when I felt like they were talking evil…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD 5 It’s quite nice, cold tho the sun’s out. People scare me, they have these ways of manipulating people. If they don’t like someone, they’re just gonna do their head in in subtle ways that rly drive them nuts. It’s like the less I judge people, the more they give…
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It’s two am, I have my coffee I feel that all adults judge. There are opposing judgements; like w one demographic, judging the other, and them judging them back. I’m finding it hard to not judge, rn, knowing this. In fact, I struggle w judgement all the time. I just keep it out my mind as best I…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD Pétanque w fun; like it’s the first time, when I felt it w fun. I feel that that’s how it is w socializing, that it’s fun. Everybody has their quirks. Everybody makes mistakes. It just makes it fun. Like, honestly, the only thing allowing me to cope w the social interaction w J’s…
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It’s three am, I have my coffee I think I’ve got an interview from one of the vacancies I went for. Should I get an interview, I w say how I feel about the interview game, and I feel it’s rly gonna shock the person I’m talking to. If I get a job, from the ones…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD I feel that this guy said to me that I had totally missed that, talking about a girl who looked like she w turning round on her bike for, you know what. His wife said something too. I had funny comments, too I feel, at the doctors. I felt this woman…
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It’s two am, I have my coffee Idk what I dreamt of last night I got called hot today. This guy w totally looking at my ass. It’s been ages since something like that happened. Last time it w a school kid, who said I’ve got major batty. Then I got home and these workmen said my name,…
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I’m down fairy Meadows I’m into the territory again where I’m not thinking. I don’t know how I got here, but I’m glad I made this choice. Really I was worried about toxic, moaning, after being at one of my groups and empathizing with a lot of people doing that. it’s just not my thing…
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I’m at home, having CBD I did something, and the problem w w that it worked too well. I don’t like it when people look at me sometimes, and I closed my eyes so that when the person looked at me, they got nothing. I didn’t want to come across as saying, you don’t deserve to…
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It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee I w feeling the midnight judgies, a little bit. I put it down to being hungry bc of eating so long ago. If I’m unable to control my mind, I might need a slice of bread. The problem is how much people open up around me; and then I…
Miss K 