Author: womankirsty
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I am down Ferry Meadows; I’ve had my coke, I just cracked open my beer. I think the AI, ship has sailed; we literally have AI, on an iPhone now. I use the images in this blog. I had mahjong. It w super nice. I love a community centre. They are there, just for people to socialise and have…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I feel the answer to racism, is to not be racist. I feel that it is born out of a mind, that judges a lot. Aside from that, Ima pay it no mind. It’s beer day today; and I’ve got to go Mahjong; w I’ve never been to before, so…
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4 I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. I judged this morning; a lot, for like two hours. At the end I started judging myself; that’s how it goes. I w saying that people w never employ me, bc I just don’t fit any kind of preconceived dogma they are looking for. That’s judging them, tho it’s also judging…
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It’s three thirty am, I have my coffee I’ve started the day off by judging, a tiny bit. Even tho I feel I come from abuse, I mustn’t judge my person. I’m scared that she w manipulate me back into her life and start the abuse again. I feel the only chance of that happening, is actually if…
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I just had a call off, people saying they maintain my solar panels. I felt like it c have been a scam. One way round this is to, call my housing association and find out, who maintains them, and give them a call. It w hard for me to put the phone down I just had a visit…
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee Knit and natter today. It’s rly nice to have something to do. I just wanna point out, that the better jobs, don’t have these assessments to get through, it seems. Neither does, going to an agency. I’m actually gobsmacked, that not judging is the way. Like, not thinking about how toxic everyone…
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It’s one thirty, I’m having some CBD. I watched dollblush, livestream this morning. It w a lot of fun. I w in the bath, listening, and then doing my sh’ and popping in and out. There w only three of us at bowling this morning; it w good fun tho. I haven’t been out for almost a…
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It’s one thirty am, and I have my coffee I feel my sanity returning, a little. I w never able to hold boundaries w people, I feel, bc of the way I w manipulated on such a close leash. It feels normal now, to tell people no, or get help. There are times to be quiet tho.…
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So I’m down Ferry Meadows, and I’ve just had some CBD It’s been about a week, since I’ve been controlling my anger; as a way of escaping triggers; and it’s been going rly well. It’s gone from rly disliking triggering behaviour, to appreciating it. People have their own story and w is going on w them.…
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It’s about four forty am, and I have my coffee. I’ve had to throw one away, after the timer going wrong. I w thinking, that, all along, the one thing that I w have liked the most, w be to k that, following J’s commandments w rly do the job, bc of all the persecution that…
Miss K 