Author: womankirsty
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I’m down the pub. I just kinda left w|o doing all the things that I normally do. I haven’t washed or shaved. I have to be back in time for the girl from my housing association. I’m rly lucky that I have gotten into the pub at ten to, so I’ll have forty minutes here and then…
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Tbh it’s just nice to be sat down. I walked my scooter like all the way to town; and then I thought so’ it, and rode it on the walking speed to the shop. I then walked from Orton Centre to the pub. He is so dope. He said that he w just plug it. That saves me…
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I just took my letter into the Post Office saying that my psychiatrist has changed my diagnosis. It took me a while to get it in there bc this week I had a puncture on my scooter and it sent things a bit hard to get around; so most of my efforts were spent just…
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Unless I’ve felt empathy for someone else, I am unable to feel it for myself. Someone w rly suffering in so much pain w anxiety. My heart went out to her. Bc of this I w able to treat myself the same way. I had anxiety at the knit and natter. It wasn’t a conscious thing. I didn’t…
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My head’s f up a little bit rn. I kinda felt like someone had a go at me today at bowling; and then when I w in Sainsbury’s, the guy told me the wrong isle for looking for something and it kinda messed my head up a bit. Ik that following J’s commandments leads to agitation. It…
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One of my neighbours died recently, like a couple of days ago. We used to be tight, but when I gave up drugs, we stopped seeing each other I was upset, this morning, so I rung the Samaritans to help myself calm down. I’m down ferry Meadows right now. I stayed away because I don’t…
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I went to Pétanque. It w good and I won a few games. It w nice to get out. It has put me in a good mood. I want to find more things to do bc they rly are the shizzle. There is a Bowles club and I want to check it out. There are so many things…
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It’s about the feeling; this morning, and it has stayed w me. I just suddenly started feeling like I felt when I w.. Idk, down somewhere around Baker Street. I thought people were trying to pull me down out of that like reality or something; tho the truth of it is is that they are…
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I got a flat. Ima have to get it done, w w take a few days. I’m on the bus till then. I judged. I did. This man screamed at me and I allowed myself to judge him so that I didn’t judge myself. Problem w that my psychiatrist has been trying to get me to judge…
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I just went to my Cardiology appointment. I was an hour early and the doctor saw me straight away w w nice. With the business, I’m looking into how to make landing pages, tho it w take me ages, bc I need to slowly enter the world of doing that. It’s a bit like me entering…
Miss K 