Author: womankirsty

I slept rly well last night. My neighbours were arguing like F’ery.  It w so loud that it w too loud for me and I had to put my headphones in. I went down Ferry Meadows and had my beer, w w nice.  The weather w super; and it w actually quite warm. The jacket I want…

C I rly be this evil; I had this dream where I’m pleading w this n’a guy; I’ve saturated my soul w bad things please hide me. Is this why I feel like Ima die all the time; bc I feel that I am worthless; evil; I am panicking bc of how worthless I feel.…

I’m researching similar companies to the one I’m promoting w comparable products. Tbh what they offer is at such an inflated price.  It should be easy to tempt people with the offer I’m running.  A good product sells itself. I got upset on the way to pétanque.  I felt like people were staring at me; and putting in…

I worked on the business today and it ripped me up.  That’s just a part of the game. I tried CBD again.  My present psychiatrist doesn’t want me doing it; tho my last one said that it w all be alright as long as I kept it below seventy five milligrams;  that’s about one seventh of a paracetamol…

I had such a good experience at knit and natter.  I put it down to the CBD that I had the night before; and the sun w out.  Idk that I had the ability to feel that. This is especially amazing w the medication that I am on as it dulls feelings. I have cleaned out my…

It’s the dehumanisations in my mind; that is w is making me older.  Like I’m watching I Woke Up A Vampire; and I’m having this sh going on in my head; and it’s distracting me from w is going on in the film.  Like I’m losing presence. Like the human mind is not perfect; and it gets…

We can do it, we can do it, we can do it; my new mantra. Ik that Ima do the business.  I feel that I have w it takes. It w such a nice feeling.  I had it a few swigs into a can of Foster’s.  I kept meditating on the feeling all the way round Ferry Meadows.…

Had a beer yesterday; it w nice. I used to do it every day tho I didn’t enjoy it; bc I w addicted. I had a dream where I bought some cigarettes.  It w so much hassle, they wouldn’t give them to me; they messed me around so bad. It’s got me thinking about the whole…

I w thinking about love; how it’s rly two people getting too close, and then having their hearts broken when they inevitably leave; for the purposes of having hard sex.  So rly it’s more about sex than love. I had this dream where this guy had wired all the phones in a tower block to blow.  I…