Author: womankirsty

I had a dream.  I remembered the end of it. This girl had poisoned her mother. It w bc she had tried to stop her fw people. It scrolled through a piece of newspaper, pointing to the words a shimust, must must must. This is from my own story.  I wanted to get out of this town.  I…

It’s my friend’s funeral today.  I w ill yesterday; so I hope that I’m able to go. I went to check whether I had been accepted to partner w the company; and it asked me if i wanted to set up two factor, w I did. This w a stressful process so I never got around…

I went to pound town; I’m asexual. There w this girl; and she talked about this whoosh.  It’s like something that happens after sex that lets you go after all your dreams. She thought that it w help her ace her BioChem. I felt myself go whoosh; I felt it; it lasted for hours. I never thought…

It w cold yesterday, super cold.  I w having to stop every four hundred meters on my scooter and shake my hands.  When I got home I w super frozen. I felt I had run a marathon, I had used to much energy.  I just had a little bit to eat and went to bed. These trips to…

I have been having all these memories coming back; like being at the old bicycle shop. My reality is fixing itself. I have been taking Curcumin for three years now. I feel it only proliferates progenitor braincells in the hypo campus; bc it is the only part of the brain that can grow in a…

I didn’t check the business yesterday to see if I had been accepted for that offer; I had been out playing pétanque all day. It w so lovely being at Notcutts.  There were all the nice things that people buy for their gardens. I got to thinking how Ima be able to afford all these things…

Trying so f hard to keep G’s commandments of don’t worry and don’t judge. I feel that the stress attacks me and that’s why I have schizophrenia.  It’s the panic in my mind all the time; that is causing it. So I’m trying to get the panic down by not worrying and not judging.  It’s hard bc…

I’m struggling w stress.  I’m struggling w what if’s.  I keep thinking w if this happens, what if that happens.  This is the most toxic thing that I do. I’m rly leaning into not doing this. I had boundaries tho, w actually reduced stress; so hopefully things w be better in the long term. It’s all bc I…

I realise that Idk anything.  It’s like Keanu reeves says in Point Break. I ask myself like one thousand a day what is the answer to something; is it this or is it that, is this right or wrong, should I do this or the opposite. And the fact is that Idk.  I just don’t k, and…