Author: womankirsty

I took my CalciumAlphaKetoGlutarate, and I feel amazing. Ik what it did for me.  I see it every time I look in the mirror.  I just wanna keep taking it so that my eyes sort themselves out. I kind of aim to, when I have reversed all my DNA damage, to just keep things ticking along w…

I got my CalciumAlphaKetoGlutarate come through the post. I w scared to take it; bc it w from a website that get’s its stuff from China.  I just took a tiny bit to make sure it w safe then took a little more today. I found that when I took that stuff I felt like I…

I got a rl shock today; that people say that kids are like their minds haven’t formed properly bc they have twice as many neurons. This was a piece of the puzzle that finally put a lot into place.  For example why I feel that everyone has lost it. I went down the shops… and I…

I woke up from this dream where I w applying to be a kid.  This kid walked into the building and it seemed super important to not offend him/her. I woke up feeling that I must be chill; that nothing this morning w allowed to bother me. I went to Ferry Meadows yesterday, and had chips…

I have a nice cup of Colombian; I am trying to start my morning right. All these thoughts in my head of where I should live, just letting them wash away; rich people poor people, who is the best, letting it dissolve into hopefully feeling good inside. I’m scared that I gave myself brain damage…

I have chosen not to judge.  That means not trying to figure out whether I should be judging. I realise that G’s commandments have made it possible for me to feel my feelings. They have also meant that Ima handle what feels like abuse coming from people w only  feeling mildly f up over it. These are…

This is it for me. I validate, I’m shaking as I write this, that everyone in this town is a pathological narcissist, I feel. I can’t escape myself validating how I feel; and that I must move out of here; go to London, just anywhere but here. I w looking round at all the people when I…

Sitting here w a nice cup of Colombian. I should be able to buy the North Face jacket I want soon as it has sold out at thirty percent off and w now go up to forty.  Then I have another one to get next month. My feelings are starting to come through stronger and stronger.  I…

I must work on the business more; I have to get it up and running.  This means finishing the landing page. I went to a social group in Orton.  I met there people Ik when I w a teenager.  It w like Idk, affirming of my journey to heal; bc I w healthy when Ik them last and…

I went to crafting yesterday.  It w good.  We were decorating candles. I have smashed it this week for finding stuff to do; w is super good bc I w so scared that I w just be stuck in my flat forever. Losing my job hit me super hard and now Ik that it doesn’t matter. It…