Author: womankirsty

Here we are again Maybe Hitchin; is where I w move to; Idk Problem is is that the only train to get into London from there is the Peterborough train that is full of rude people. I can’t use the H word tho I absolutely can’t live here any longer. Every time I go out,…

I went to the crafting.  I actually spoke to a human being like for two hours straight.  It w nice; and when I got home I felt good.  I still feel good now tbh. Today I w go to the Tai Chi. I also had my dentist appointment with Christian yesterday; w w super nice, he is dope.…

I went to the social group.  It wasn’t on tho; bc no one had been attending; so I w given a whole bunch of other groups that were on, including one that is tomorrow, w I w go to. There is also something on on Wed, w is super nice, so I am quite happy. I…

I have been trying not to worry.  I think it’s the schizophrenia; there’s all these  bad thoughts in my head.  W the loneliness all the thoughts come out to play The good thing is that when I don’t think them Ima feel my feelings, all of them; it feels rly good. It used to be that when I…

My neighbors have made a lot of noise around eleven; and I don’t want to go down and ask them if they’a keep it down; bc Idk whether I did something to make them angry at me, when I had my relapse.  I’m scared of them being violent towards me. I w in a taxi once…

My neighbor just woke me up shouting.  This used to be a regular problem that I had w them.  I w have to go down and plead w them to keep the noise down. Tonight I w scared to go down for fear of violence; tho they soon quietened down. I’ve got this vibe; it’s from this…

I’ve been having a lot of freaky feelings.  I think it’s left over from my relapse.  A lot of disturbing stuff happened, thoughts I thought, delusions I had. Well I’ve got two things Ima do a week, board games and crafting. It seemed so easy, to just go to a community centre.  I wasn’t very securely attached so…

I got my new iPhone.  I just need to keep it for two weeks till the insurance kicks in. I have my scooter working as well so things are pretty good rn. I also have someone coming to fix my washing machine; and I am cleaning up so it feels good to be in here.…

I have a two day break before ending up back on the business; I never work over the sabbath; that includes Saturday and Sunday. W is good bc it w rly stressing me out; and I need a break from the pain I w feeling. I think that everyone needs stress in their life; and…