Author: womankirsty
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It’s two am, I have my coffee Idk what I dreamt of last night I got called hot today. This guy w totally looking at my ass. It’s been ages since something like that happened. Last time it w a school kid, who said I’ve got major batty. Then I got home and these workmen said my name,…
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I’m down fairy Meadows I’m into the territory again where I’m not thinking. I don’t know how I got here, but I’m glad I made this choice. Really I was worried about toxic, moaning, after being at one of my groups and empathizing with a lot of people doing that. it’s just not my thing…
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I’m at home, having CBD I did something, and the problem w w that it worked too well. I don’t like it when people look at me sometimes, and I closed my eyes so that when the person looked at me, they got nothing. I didn’t want to come across as saying, you don’t deserve to…
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It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee I w feeling the midnight judgies, a little bit. I put it down to being hungry bc of eating so long ago. If I’m unable to control my mind, I might need a slice of bread. The problem is how much people open up around me; and then I…
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It’s about midnight, I have my coffee I’ll have to get myself something to eat, bc I fell asleep before I did that. I want to cut down on food again. Ik that eating very little w not be the answer. I am older and I need to eat a good amount, tho Ima cut down a…
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I’m at home, chilling. I walked past this man on the way to Bowling. I felt like he had stared at me, tho I didn’t judge him, like there w some depraved reason he did it, or even that he did it at all. This rly is the first time, that I w able to do…
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee Idk whether to go w Anakin, or find something better. For some reason, there seems like this huge urgency. My coffee’s definitely got notes of chocolate. Usually w I’ll do, is do something for the business, and feel triggered; then watch a Youtube video, then go back to it. That’s my…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, just had CBD I saw some n’as. I w saying n’a in my head. I had found that a little zest helped, last week. The problem w tho, that as I left for here, I w like looking down on the people on the billboards. I felt that this w judgement. I thought about w I…
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It’s midnight, I have my coffee I judged yesterday, it’s bc I w triggered again, and felt like I had had enough. I felt like I had been stared at twice and w angry. I found that my self esteem went right down the toilet. This is the sad thing about judging, it w do that every…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows; have some CBD in a minute I managed to log into Anakin. hopefully I’m still logged in, so I can do what I need to. I’m settling down, after that bout of schizophrenia that I had. I guess it was a bit premature, to say that I could get on with…
Miss K 