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It’s about four pm, I’m listening to The Hits Bathing in evil yesterday, drinking it in and absorbing it right into my inner sanctum of my mind.  I guess I got stuck in judgement. I chose to not let it go; I felt it w mean denying J’s commandments.  I got diarrhoea, I w hallucinating all the…

It’s about three pm, I have had my coffee. I have come to accept what J says, that when people say all kinds of evil on account of me, great w your reward be in heaven.  I am focussed on the evil part, that the things they say are evil.  I feel I agree w that. So…

It’s one thirty pm, my coffee is on. I had a good day.  I w kinda unsettled.  Something happened in the morning, where I felt threatened by someone and ignored them.  Of course my empathy started complaining and I felt bad.  Then my coke exploded, all over me.  My jacket’s in the washing machine rn.  It managed to miss my white…

It’s about three pm It’s been a long day.  I went to a group, and then thought that it wasn’t for me; and left.  It’s been six hours. I’m hearing people say a lot of evil things.  I feel that that means that I am close to like a better reality. The reality I have been aiming for,…

It’s two pm, I have my coffee The Campaign Like, it wasn’t going to my link, bc of the forward slash that w on the end of it. I have to run the campaign, bc it is the number one thing that stops people from making it, is that they, don’t actually press go on…

It’s about one pm So.. Two things I have smashed out of the park; I have just outdone myself w the ad; and I have secured trust up the wazoo.  I just feel that now I wanna give something away, a pdf, bc that w be a huge ingredient around all this too. Ik how many…

It’s like eight thirty am, about to have my coke I got to thinking; how do I even explain this It’s like, what felt like the worst thing in the world, turned out to be, the biggest blessing I could have gotten. Of course, I’m talking about the ad, and refusing to be taught how…

It’s eight pm, I  have my coffee I just want to say  how well doll did; I w watching the game. It’s funny how in like the days of cable, watching like football or whatever; and like nowadays, thirty something years later, I’m watching a team on twitch. The Crow She.. she held all the others back…

It’s nine; pm, I have my coffee J says, merchants and buyers do not enter the kingdom of heaven.  This concerns me.  Tho w choice have I got.. I need some kinda income. I w on the phone to The Department For Work And Pensions; and she told me that if I got some kinda profit; I…

It’s ten pm I am taking antibiotics, bc of my throat.  Things are going well.  I w super duper ill a while back. I have learned how to navigate doctors.  I have my own personal way of talking to them; mostly just listening and answering questions. My groups start up again on Mon; so I’ll be running through…