Category: Uncategorized
-
Hey
I’m down Ferry Meadows, I had my beer, on the way down here. I’m calling it wudging, bc it refers to both worrying and judging. I realize that the problem is shame. I will feel like I’ve done something wrong and then get upset; or not, just tell myself to not wudge. I feel that…
-
Hey
It’s two am, and I have my coffee I felt persecuted today. People here tend to blurt out things that they hate about people. I love it, tho I felt that it w about me, and rly got scared. I’m not judging whether it w or not, and I w able to handle it, w w super. I rly…
-
Hey
I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD My psychiatrist asked me whether it’s legal. It seems to be, as it w all over tv and media. I feel it got a lot of attention in the country, like people felt that they were able to smoke cannabis without mind altering effects. I just straight up said, that I…
-
Hey
It’s two thirty am, I have my coffee I love J’s commandments. My self esteem is super high, tho I suffer at time from super duper low self esteem, I feel we all do, Idk. I feel like applying for more jobs, bc Ima miss out on ones that are opening at the mall. I’m thinking…
-
Hey
I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD. Still finding it a bit of a challenge, following J’s commandments. I had to not worry earlier and I had a mini anxiety attack. I don’t want to explain, bc it c give me anxiety again. Getting good and stoned, for my psychiatrists appointment. I’ll have to head back soon for it. Rly…
-
Hey
It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I feel totally re energized, bc I heard about two people who make an online income. It just gives me so much faith. I feel I’ve rly turned a corner, when it comes to being able to not have judgy feelings about people. Up till now I just didn’t rly…
-
Hey
I’m feeling more optimistic about the business, and not believing in my own bull sh, at the same time. Like, I’m not telling myself that this time it’s gonna work. Some people, definitely do make an income online. I rly aim to not judge and not worry. This new, pinning me much younger, has just made me feel…
-
Hey
It’s midnight, and I have my coffee Judgement Whatever I judge someone to be is w I am. With every judgement, I become who I am judging. Like, if I had a specific thing that I judged people for, and I kept doing it on the regular, I w actually become that, myself. Some people call people pervs,…
-
Hey
I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. Feeling that my eyes are widening. The structure of the face, is down to the structure of the mind, in part, I don’t like to say brain. In the female mind, the messages travel more from side to side than front to back, like they do in men. I feel the…
-
Hey
It’s almost two am, and I have my coffee I have realised that, being attacked in the magistrates court, has rly traumatised me, and that is why it feels that everyone is evil. It feels like everyone is capable of that. Even when I am at home, I feel that I am at risk of people…
Miss K 