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It’s eleven thirty pm, and I have my coffee. I managed to control my anxiety, by not getting angry and, just not thinking. I w having problems verifying, my payment method for Meta. I have fitted my new phone case. It’s rly grippy w dry fingers w is super. That means it w be perfect. Fireworks just kicked…
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Just having a vape of CBD. I’m at home. I had forgotten my vape at bowling, and, as it turns out.. it w for the best, bc I get to have some, before bloggy. It’s all about anger I feel that how narcissists control their kids, is to abuse them, w causes massive anger; and then…
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It’s three am, I have my coffee. I rly enjoyed croquet yesterday. I w be sad, when it stops in one week’s time. I played three jump shots, getting a hoop each time. I’m scared of starting work. What if I’m not ready. There’s an agency, in Town. I want to go there, and ask for help. It just seems…
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I am down Ferry Meadows I feel there is no such thing as healthy judgement. There is an innocent comment; that is followed by a nosh portal, trying to open. I feel that peoples’ behaviour sucks me into a nosh, after I have judged. It’s rly prefer not to judge when I am out, bc I want…
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It’s one am, I have my coffee. I have learned that Ima practice situational assessments. This is good news, bc it w allow me to pass them and get a job. I have to find a website that allows me to do this. The one I found, I felt w asking me something unreasonable, in the terms…
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I managed, to throw out, like ten two twenty, of like, dehumanising, worryfull, kinda psychopathic thoughts, in a row. It w such a run, that it gave me space to breathe and just feel less anxious. I feel that my brain map, for these dysfunctional thoughts, is like shrinking, due to me, following J’s commandments.…
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it’s three forty am, I have my coffee. I w thinking, that if people have no job, and they stay at home all the time, it’s only natural that they’re gonna think about death. I have had to stop feeling upset on here; bc, when I do, it kinda kills the energy of my day.…
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I feel a little triggered rn. I’m down Ferry Meadows My Instagram Ad, is still waiting for approval, Idk. I remember, telling myself this morning, that I wasn’t gonna judge anyone; w I didn’t. I’m still trying to not judge. There w this little girl, being told off by her parents. I had to not think w w right.…
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It’s two forty am, I have my coffee. I lost my blog entry yesterday. I rly feel for people nowadays; I feel for myself. I w upset, bc of feeling sexually threatened, when walking through an underpass. I’ve gotta walk that way all the time. Also these assessments.. I feel they are insipidly, ebbing away at my self…
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It’s three am, I have my coffee. I am struggling w applying for jobs. I feel I need to take a break. It just hurts so much, that they use these assessments to exclude me. I need to look at the ad I created. I w need to put on a link, and then set how much I…