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I’m up at midnight, w my coffee I feel I w persecuted in my heart, last year. I still feel like I offended G, and it hurts. J says, blessed are those who have been persecuted in their hearts, bc they have k G in truth. At the time, I w feeling that this town is, was,…
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I had knit and natter. It w good. It reminds me of, when I used to go church, when I w a kid. It w so nice being there. I hated the service, it w so boring, tho being w all the people afterwards w nice; and we used to have like everyone take a dish thingy as…
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It’s midnight, America w just be coming home from work rn, kinda. I slept well. I’ve done most of the tidying up, I need to do, for the girl from my housing association. I have knit and natter today. I’m rly starting to feel connected w the people from my groups. It’s nice. At first, I thought that they…
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I wanna talk about how long it takes to heal. I remember all the times, and this w every day, that I w just hurt so bad. The reason that it hurt, w bc I w trying not to judge when triggered, and I just c not stop. People w always be triggered. The only difference, is…
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It’s two am, and I have my coffee. It’s actually the hour of the hunt rn.
I had a dream, where my abuser and my brother, sabotaged me, and gaslit me when I brought it up. I had a piece of paper w an appointment time on it. I wrote it so I c remember bc appointment times, I get two shots to attend and then I am rejected. My abuser had moved…
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I felt upset this morning. It kinda got me thinking about the whole thing about how I feel people are rude in this town. Rly w is driving it, is feeling that people are being creepy, when they cycle past me. I felt that this guy, literally creeped past me on his bike; and then he made…
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Brewed the perfect cup of coffee this morning, bc my cup w full right up. It’s two thirty am I had a dream, where I w getting high and people were shooting up my place. What a party. They said that the lack of housing had put everyone in poverty, in this area. Thing is tho, that there is…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows. All the runners are down here. I just moved. Idk why, tho I couldn’t write anything, when these two people came and sat down. Ik that when I moved it w be okay; and it is. My whole reality has changed. When I w young, my self esteem, came from studying hard and feeling that…
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It’s five am, and I have my coffee I’m scared I w never be able to get a job, bc of the psychological questionnaire. It feels evil. I feel that people w psychopathy, want everyone to be carbon copies of themselves, and this is how this feels. I feel not even worthy enough to get the most basic…
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My reality caved in this morning. I w applying for work; and I got rejected bc of my psychological questionnaire. I felt that w it, and I w meet that every time. The world felt so f up. Like how c people reject me, bc of just being different. That’s why my answers were different, bc I am different. People…
Miss K 