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When I woke up today, I didn’t feel like I w having a total anxiety attack. I feel it’s, bc, Idk whether people are being massive posers anymore. I feel it literally took all the pressure off. I’m scared for my Google Ads appointment tho. I’ve only felt bad things for Google Ads, like that they are extremely…
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It’s gonna take hard work. I’ve got to put the effort into not worrying, not judging, and the other stuff. It’s gonna take all I have J says, gird your loins w great strength. I now understand, how much of a struggle that w be. I’m scared that I w fail. Luckily J gave me a pain w is…
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People stopped doing it, or something like that. I have to keep in mind, J’s commandments of do not throw your pearls to swine. This is around judgement. It is to make me not feel that no one is doing anything. It’s to be clear that there is no judgement whether people are doing anything, not people are…
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I w walking past this n’a lady, and she said, freak out. I felt like it meant for w snow person to freak out bc of being racist. It w too much for me, and I got anxiety. I feel like a 6y/o sometimes. I just get scared about peoples’ intentions, and the intentions of the people around…
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It’s midnight. I have my coffee. I’ll have to get some more. I wanted to go into Waitrose, tho I had been drinking and I felt like everyone w a poser so I left. I w hiding my face from people, on the way home, bc I felt like they were all just, it felt so creepy.…
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I have a Coke, and a beer rn. I w a judgemental pr’. Like; I felt that people shouldn’t share certain things. The way I w brought up, I felt that any kinda expressing of disappointment w someone, in a zingy way, w like inappropriate or something. Like who the hell did I think I w. Now, it…
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I w in emotional pain yesterday, bc of feeling that someone said something. I feel that w happened w they said something about me, and then continued to say something about someone else. It has happened twice now. I feel this is why J says blessed are you when people say all kinds of evil bc…
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I just got caught in a baddie. This one w about people who don’t f, don’t deserve to live. That’s rly it in short. So it started w me saying to Siri, how do I unblock my contacts. I feel that the guy heard this, bc he said you will, I feel meaning that Ima f one of…
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It’s three thirty am, I have my coffee. Someone flirted with me yesterday, I wasn’t interested tho. It feels good tho that someone w interested in me that way. I hope it doesn’t make things awkward between us. It feels good to be learning human behaviour; and kinda scary at the same time, like I c miss…
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I went to knit and natter. I had a good time. I’m pretty knackered. I swung by town on the way back, to do some shopping, and walked the rest of the way. I’ve just tidied up, ready for my visit. I’ve contacted the Google Ads lady, to ask for a meet w Technical Support. I w need that to…