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It’s half past midnight. I have my coffee. I have beerzies today, tho I won’t be having caffeine before. Idk I rly see the value of not thinking. It’s like when I w at work and people were talking. I w be thinking at the same time, unable to listen and I w have panic attacks. I tried my hardest…
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I’m just having some tokes of CBD. I got upset on the bus, bc someone w playing something out of their phone. I chose to not think. I can’t think at any time, tho especially when upset. I didn’t judge the guy who done it, and I kept reminding myself of that every time it came up. I then…
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It’s two am, and I am up. I have my coffee and it tastes good. I only have one coffee a day now, so it should give me a good hit. The CBD has been working super well. For some reason I only get a buzz off of CBD, when I inhale it. CBD makes me dance good,…
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I just rang TV licensing, to let them know that I don’t need a license. I had reality. That’s definitely w it w. It wasn’t one hundo, tho it w there; and I realised that the world that Ik, back when, is still here. It hasn’t gone anywhere. It kinda brings back the memory again, just holding that fact…
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I got caught in a baddie. These racists were preaching. I stayed for like ten or fifteen minutes, and then left. I felt a little uncomfortable. The thing about judgement, is that it doesn’t matter who is w and who is right. I’ve let go of that. I had nowhere else to sit so I just sat down. It w…
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I’m not like other people. I realised this yesterday. I decided to say how someone had offended me. This is something that they all do, and I wanted to be like them, tho it wasn’t right for me. It made me feel so guilty for having said something about someone. I w racked w grief and couldn’t stop thinking…
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Day 1 So, it worked. I had a chat with the bus driver, and I said, Morning, to these guys. When I got to Town, I wasn’t pi’ off. I think w helped me when I w younger, w school. It put me around lots of people. That’s helping me a lot atm. Everything changed when I started…
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I had someone come up to me yesterday. That’s why I’m so scared to open up. They called me sunshine, so I just ignored him. I want it tho. I want to be that person. I feel it w make me more attractive. I have a lack of being open. I feel it’s bc the people I’m fw are not open. I…
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I had trouble letting my guard down this morning. I felt that I w be in more danger of someone forcing themselves on me. Of course this made me feel awful, and I w upset. I feel that I made a mistake. I feel that I should have kept my walls down and just had faith that…
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It’s two am. I made mushroom chow mien last night. It w super nice. I think the secret is to not use too many mushrooms I woke up judging this place, just like I did yesterday. Croquet finishes at the end of September, and then I’ll be back to playing pétanque. I’ll miss the guys. I seemed to be…
Miss K 