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    I guess it’s a slow process of calming down, letting the anger go.  It w all about feeling sexually threatened.  That’s why it w hard to let the anger go. I felt that if I let it go, I w be taken advantage of. The most evil thing I have learned as a female, is that the…

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    I woke up trying to judge the town I live in, based on that if someone or a place is toxic, that has a negative effect on the mental health of a person. It w hard not to, bc of the feeling of this harm being done to me.  J’s commandments rly are something that I…

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    I just had a crazy experience. So, it started w me getting some ink on my shoe.  Then I w sitting on the bus and feeling that this is how it w always be. I feel like people see me as some kind of billionaire, and that w never change; so I may as well just…

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    I feel that phones are super triggering.  They always harass me w notifications, and I feel bullied. I just had one come up about me using location.  This happened one time on the bus when I was trying to get my ticket out.  There w no way to get rid of it and I got angry. I feel…

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    I’m kinda Hen Pecking this, so my bottle of Coke don’t fall over. Saw a guy who just got out; c tell by his grey trackies. I need to go down the library, to print off my return label.  I suppose I c use a wire to transfer it. I only just made it out in…

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    Got a nice Columbian coffee rn.  It’s midnight. I feel a lot of shame. This girl w saying how well I w doing w tidying up my home.  She comes in and helps me to get it nice.  I said to her that I felt like she w shaming me.  She w telling me how well I w doing.…

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    It’s midnight.  I’ve had one hour sleep.  I’m having my coffee I’m starting to calm down, now my neighbors have cooled it off a bit.  Worrying and judging were starting to take over my mind, over the last four days.  It’s nice to be a bit more relaxed. I’m scared w the judge might say when I am in…

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    I’m trying to not worry.  I have worries coming up, that I am not thinking about. I’ve just had chilli. I swung past the supermarket, and picked myself up like an onion; then I w asking myself w other things I need for chilli.  When I got home I quickly knocked one up.  It tasted great. I’m managing…

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    I believe that following J’s commandments, w unlock anti aging genes in my body. It happened when I w watching The Order.  Something didn’t appear to make sense.  Like this scientist girl, got herself killed, and my adult mind said, well that’s wrong, bc she got herself munched by the werwolf.  Then I instantly let it go, just…

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    I’m at home.  I won’t have enough time down Ferry Meadows to write.  I’ve got half an hour, before I must leave. Croquet is in the afternoon, and I’ve brought a sandwich to keep me going; and some biscuits. I’ve got to get a ton of shopping, so I’ve brought my big bag. I never got to…