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    The weather is totally gorgeous today. I had a little anxiety tho it passed; and now I have that amazing feeling that comes afterwards. It’s when comes rushing in the reality that life is good; it just feels good.  I suppose life feels fair or something. Life being what I make it is actually a scary…

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    I just did litter picking.  It w such a vibe, I loved it. I didn’t stay for the whole two hours tho, about an hour and a half. I’m thinking about negativity.  Like, just thinking about something bad that happened can like be upsetting; and whether it w bad or not rly just depends whether the thinker…

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    I had a good day at Pétanque today.  I also got a lift to the shop so that I c pick my scooter up. I then got to Town and met some lovely people.  One w giving out these little Jesus cards, and the other one w collecting money of Tanaka. It’s a lovely sunny day and…

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    I’m down the pub. I just kinda left w|o doing all the things that I normally do.  I haven’t washed or shaved.  I have to be back in time for the girl from my housing association. I’m rly lucky that I have gotten into the pub at ten to, so I’ll have forty minutes here and then…

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    Tbh it’s just nice to be sat down. I walked my scooter like all the way to town; and then I thought so’ it, and rode it on the walking speed to the shop.  I then walked from Orton Centre to the pub. He is so dope.  He said that he w just plug it.  That saves me…

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    I just took my letter into the Post Office saying that my psychiatrist has changed my diagnosis. It took me a while to get it in there bc this week I had a puncture on my scooter and it sent things a bit hard to get around; so most of my efforts were spent just…

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    Unless I’ve felt empathy for someone else, I am unable to feel it for myself. Someone w rly suffering in so much pain w anxiety.  My heart went out to her. Bc of this I w able to treat myself the same way. I had anxiety at the knit and natter.  It wasn’t a conscious thing.  I didn’t…

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    My head’s f up a little bit rn.  I kinda felt like someone had a go at me today at bowling; and then when I w in Sainsbury’s, the guy told me the wrong isle for looking for something and it kinda messed my head up a bit. Ik that following J’s commandments leads to agitation.  It…

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    One of my neighbours died recently, like a couple of days ago. We used to be tight, but when I gave up drugs, we stopped seeing each other   I was upset, this morning, so I rung the Samaritans to help myself calm down. I’m down ferry Meadows right now. I stayed away because I don’t…

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    I went to Pétanque.  It w good and I won a few games. It w nice to get out.  It has put me in a good mood. I want to find more things to do bc they rly are the shizzle. There is a Bowles club and I want to check it out.  There are so many things…