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I got a flat. Ima have to get it done, w w take a few days.  I’m on the bus till then. I judged.  I did. This man screamed at me and I allowed myself to judge him so that I didn’t judge myself. Problem w that my psychiatrist has been trying to get me to judge…

I just went to my Cardiology appointment.  I was an hour early and the doctor saw me straight away w w nice. With the business, I’m looking into how to make landing pages, tho it w take me ages, bc I need to slowly enter the world of doing that. It’s a bit like me entering…

I picked up my puffer jacket today.  It’s super warm w w be nice.  I bought it for the winter.  The sale is on now and I’ve got it cheap. There are some other things on sale in the July; w I w have a look at.  I’m hoping to get the future light jacket cheaper as well, tho…

I have plumped for having a beer today; down Ferry Meadows.  I w drink my Coke first to get the right hit.  It’s weird bc w a downer I like an upper and w an upper I like a downer. There is a festival on, so I might check it out.  It w be nice to be around…

One of the guys from pétanque helped me home w my lupin that I bought, w w rly nice.  It w a real challenge getting it home and we nailed it; as a team w totally nailed it. I had a good time yesterday at the Windmill and w a little poorly the day before tho…

I’m down the pub I have been trying as hard af to run away from being sociable; and when my psychiatrist said that I have emotional instability personality disorder, I just w offended. Idk why this w be; I w sociable when I w younger. There is this voice in my mind all the time…

I suddenly had this feeling like someone had been rly nasty to me, and I felt like it was a feeling that I w reliving from when I was a baby.  I feel that my mom was rly nasty to me. That’s what I think, that whenever I’m triggered I’m reliving my mom being nasty to…

I am blooging. Stamford w like this rly f up art deco experience.  Even the train on the way home had like this art deco lamp. Idk whether I w in first class or not, there weren’t no sign or anything. I’ve been going crazy on the nicotine.  I think that it’s bc I’m getting f up…

I’ve just been to knit and natter.  I’m learning about being sociable; that it takes learning. I w watching this film, mean girls, and they called her a social retard, bc she had lived in Africa all her life and been home schooled.  I kinda felt a little hurt.  That w a rly good film btw. I w…