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I went to Mahjong today; it w good.  It kinda felt like super friendly, almost family vibes.  I ate my sandwiches on the way back, bc I w starting to wig out and hear people saying stuff about me, I felt.  Long walk back, did some shopping on the way. W the business, I have come up w…

It’s two thirty am, I have my coffee I’m a little scared by the feeling I get, that everyone is an angel, and that when I eat, it goes away.  I w asked to ring my doctor, w I did. I finally got hold of my vitamins, and w be able to take something that has…

I’m down Ferry Meadows I’ve decided to leave, one of my clubs.  It affects three days a week.  I must find other things to do. I’ve had schizophrenia, for well over a week, brought on by coming off my vitamins, I feel.  I have felt much better today; for a while, I w in crisis, so much fear.…

Hey It’s midnight, I have my coffee I am still going to my groups; w keep me, and my mind healthy.  Ik this is the way of preventing a relapse. For some reason, I have been feeling out of sorts the last few days.  It c be bc people are verbally abusing me 24/7, Idk if it’s…

It’s midnight, I have my coffee I’m feeling a little scared.  I’m kinda stressed, bc of w I am feeling that people are saying.  It’s too horrendous to put on here tho.  I feel that it has affected my illness and kinda made me a little sick.  Hopefully things w settle down. I had my visit from the girl…

I’m at home I feel I am having a lot of evil people saying stuff to me.  Like I’ve been saying, J says, leap for joy when people say all kinds of evil on account of me, for great is your reward in heaven, or something similar. It kinda makes me wonder; bc the only way…

It’s midnight, I have my coffee So there’s progress to be made w myself.  I may feel better in the coming months.  One thing that c be causing me to have emotional instability is my medication. I remembered like several years ago, having the goal of being able to stay present when at home.  I had left someone…

Judgement, how it works Say I call someone a fool.  J says something like anyone who calls someone a fool, is in danger of the fires of hell. So what if someone calls someone a fool.  Well if I think, that that person is a fool, then I am in danger of the fires of hell. I…

It’s two am, I have my coffee I feel that people are saying evil stuff to me, just like J talks about in the bible.  I feel it’s everywhere I go. I remember the parable of the wicked servant.  It seems to say to me, that they aren’t even as crazy as I w about fifteen years…