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  • Hey

    It’s two am, and I am up.  I have my coffee and it tastes good. I only have one coffee a day now, so it should give me a good hit.  The CBD has been working super well. For some reason I only get a buzz off of CBD, when I inhale it.  CBD makes me dance good,…

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    I just rang TV licensing, to let them know that I don’t need a license. I had reality.  That’s definitely w it w.  It wasn’t one hundo, tho it w there; and I realised that the world that Ik, back when, is still here.  It hasn’t gone anywhere. It kinda brings back the memory again, just holding that fact…

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    I got caught in a baddie.  These racists were preaching.  I stayed for like ten or fifteen minutes, and then left.  I felt a little uncomfortable. The thing about judgement, is that it doesn’t matter who is w and who is right.  I’ve let go of that. I had nowhere else to sit so I just sat down.  It w…

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    I’m not like other people.  I realised this yesterday.  I decided to say how someone had offended me.  This is something that they all do, and I wanted to be like them, tho it wasn’t right for me. It made me feel so guilty for having said something about someone.  I w racked w grief and couldn’t stop thinking…

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    Day 1 So, it worked.  I had a chat with the bus driver, and I said, Morning, to these guys. When I got to Town, I wasn’t pi’ off. I think w helped me when I w younger, w school.  It put me around lots of people.  That’s helping me a lot atm. Everything changed when I started…

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    I had someone come up to me yesterday.  That’s why I’m so scared to open up.  They called me sunshine, so I just ignored him. I want it tho.  I want to be that person.  I feel it w make me more attractive.  I have a lack of being open.  I feel it’s bc the people I’m fw are not open.  I…

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    I had trouble letting my guard down this morning.  I felt that I w be in more danger of someone forcing themselves on me. Of course this made me feel awful, and I w upset. I feel that I made a mistake.  I feel that I should have kept my walls down and just had faith that…

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    It’s two am. I made mushroom chow mien last night.  It w super nice.  I think the secret is to not use too many mushrooms I woke up judging this place, just like I did yesterday. Croquet finishes at the end of September, and then I’ll be back to playing pétanque.  I’ll miss the guys.  I seemed to be…

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    I guess it’s a slow process of calming down, letting the anger go.  It w all about feeling sexually threatened.  That’s why it w hard to let the anger go. I felt that if I let it go, I w be taken advantage of. The most evil thing I have learned as a female, is that the…

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    I woke up trying to judge the town I live in, based on that if someone or a place is toxic, that has a negative effect on the mental health of a person. It w hard not to, bc of the feeling of this harm being done to me.  J’s commandments rly are something that I…