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I suddenly had this feeling like someone had been rly nasty to me, and I felt like it was a feeling that I w reliving from when I was a baby.  I feel that my mom was rly nasty to me. That’s what I think, that whenever I’m triggered I’m reliving my mom being nasty to…

I am blooging. Stamford w like this rly f up art deco experience.  Even the train on the way home had like this art deco lamp. Idk whether I w in first class or not, there weren’t no sign or anything. I’ve been going crazy on the nicotine.  I think that it’s bc I’m getting f up…

I’ve just been to knit and natter.  I’m learning about being sociable; that it takes learning. I w watching this film, mean girls, and they called her a social retard, bc she had lived in Africa all her life and been home schooled.  I kinda felt a little hurt.  That w a rly good film btw. I w…

I’m sitting down Ferry Meadows.  I feel like I’m getting closer to the people at bowling I was uncomfortable at first there was this distance it felt like Idk how to describe it. It seems that my closeness to people is my happiness level; I guess I’m just happier now I suppose I never done this…

I wanted to write a little bit about brain mapping and judgement. Idek how to start this piece. So I had this thought; w w that judgement isn’t a part of the brain that is separate; it actually takes up space that should be used for other functions. The other function I’m talking about is,…

I am craving beer.  I had one day w|o beer yesterday; and today, on the second day, I’m wigging the f out. I need to have half a pint, and I’m having it rn, before I’ve gone out.  I start first w a Coke Zero. I rly enjoy beer so f much, tho if it is this…

I am sitting down Ferry Meadows, having a flask of Coke Zero and just enjoying the sunshine. I loved having my beers this week.  It w such a nice hit having them down the windmill.  It feels so much better to have a beer at a pub, being around other people, as opposed to on my own,…

Sat on the grass, covered in cherry blossom, in the shade of trees, in a sleepy village.  The pace of life here seems slower. Just a little moment, drinking my Coke Zero, before heading into the pub; sublime actually, in a kinda low key way. I have news.  I went on the website and looked at the…

I am at the Windmill. I w down Ferry Meadows and the Lakeside w shut; so I’ve come here; and I realise that the beer w be a lot cheaper; I hope. I’ve started in on looking at how to write a prompt for an AI landing page copy writer; and I have seen that…

I had; have, to do my monthly expenses today. This is bc I am doing Permitted Work; w hopefully w allow me an income while I recover from schizophrenia.  It may even be my main source of income. It fills me w excitement for the future.  I have my psychiatrist tell me that he feels that I…