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I had a good day today. Yesterday w super tough.  I felt like I deserved to die the whole day, and that it w gonna happen.  It w horrendous. Today w just well different.  I felt good all day. I started off w knit and natter.  I feel so amazing w I’m around the girls. In the book You…

I want to lower my medication. I spoke to my psychiatrist in Nottingham; and he said that he has helped loads of people come off of it. He says that it’s important to do it in the spring. This is my only window of opportunity and I don’t want to lose or blow it. I…

I slept rly well last night. My neighbours were arguing like F’ery.  It w so loud that it w too loud for me and I had to put my headphones in. I went down Ferry Meadows and had my beer, w w nice.  The weather w super; and it w actually quite warm. The jacket I want…

C I rly be this evil; I had this dream where I’m pleading w this n’a guy; I’ve saturated my soul w bad things please hide me. Is this why I feel like Ima die all the time; bc I feel that I am worthless; evil; I am panicking bc of how worthless I feel.…

I’m researching similar companies to the one I’m promoting w comparable products. Tbh what they offer is at such an inflated price.  It should be easy to tempt people with the offer I’m running.  A good product sells itself. I got upset on the way to pétanque.  I felt like people were staring at me; and putting in…

I worked on the business today and it ripped me up.  That’s just a part of the game. I tried CBD again.  My present psychiatrist doesn’t want me doing it; tho my last one said that it w all be alright as long as I kept it below seventy five milligrams;  that’s about one seventh of a paracetamol…

I had such a good experience at knit and natter.  I put it down to the CBD that I had the night before; and the sun w out.  Idk that I had the ability to feel that. This is especially amazing w the medication that I am on as it dulls feelings. I have cleaned out my…

It’s the dehumanisations in my mind; that is w is making me older.  Like I’m watching I Woke Up A Vampire; and I’m having this sh going on in my head; and it’s distracting me from w is going on in the film.  Like I’m losing presence. Like the human mind is not perfect; and it gets…

We can do it, we can do it, we can do it; my new mantra. Ik that Ima do the business.  I feel that I have w it takes. It w such a nice feeling.  I had it a few swigs into a can of Foster’s.  I kept meditating on the feeling all the way round Ferry Meadows.…