Month: Mar 2026

It’s about three thirty pm, I had coke about an hour ago. I.. I had an experience.  It felt like I w leaving the reality of feeling that everyone w evil; like it w some kind of trauma in me or something, or better yet, just adult psychopathy, I feel. I felt that on leaving that…

It’s two pm, coffee’s on. I have got to the point, where I feel like misbehaving.  I don’t feel that misbehaving, is judgement; I feel that it’s excitement.  I must not do this, as I feel it is how kids end up in adult reality. Psychopathy I kinda had the feeling that, all the things I w…

It’s one pm, coffee’s on. I racked my brain for like five minutes, trying to remember w the drug dealer in Outer Banks, called rafe.  I got home and it hit me, Country Club. F medication, it can wait; I’ve got more interesting things to do. I thought I w gonna have a relapse.  I kept hallucinating,…

It’s one pm, I have my coffee I’m hallucinating.  Ik that I’m hallucinating tho; so it’s anxiety.  I don’t feel anxious tho. The lady who I contacted about Co Working Space, has got back to me, and it’s something that I wanna go for. I wanna get my ducks in a row first.  That means figuring out how…

It’s three pm, I w be having coffee soon Idk who I’ve turned into; a whole new person. I just rung HMRC tho got no help. I’ve got to register for VAT, to be able to join my affiliate network.  Problem is is that I w doing it and it w impossible to answer question.  It w…

It’s one thirty pm, I have my coffee; and Ginseng I am boiling some water for a wash.  My boiler isn’t working. I have enough resources to get my passport, w is like, the most super thing ever.  It w still take three weeks tho. I feel that, rly, after all these setbacks, it w just be…

It’s about two o clock pm, I’ve had my coffee I bought an outfit; today.  Like I said; I saw this girl wearing, like pink sweats and nice glasses.  The energy she had w so on point; that it rly spoke to me. I had taken in w she w wearing, and kinda figured, that it had…

Saucepan is on, it’s; oh what a palaver, gone three pm So, I forgot my key at the hall; had to go back, while needing a pee; got to the taxi, and just unzweebed myself fully.  It w a total non zweeb from start to finish.  I’m sitting here, and I w never k that the whole…

It’s about two pm, I’m having coffee soon I thought about thought.  That I w hurting myself when I thought that I had done something wrong.  The solution w to not think. Then I thought about whether the thoughts generally that I’m thinking are necessary, and that probably they weren’t. I have this before, after my club…

It’s one pm, I’ve had my coffee It’s Sad I went looking for a volunteer job; and it just went bad; afterwards, when I felt that they didn’t deserve me.  They had gaslit me, twice, during our five minute talk. I had walked away, feeling like I didn’t deserve them.  I see that I can’t afford to…