It’s four thirty pm, I’m having coffee in about an hour
Today w a rl challenge, dealing w w people were saying, walking three miles back. I w okay tho, I guess. I phoned my friend when I got back. She had told me ages ago that that w be okay, when I w scared.
I took my pills then had something to eat. I feel that I’ve learnt so much about people that it w shape the way I write in the future. It can only do me good, knowing who they are.
I feel my mind has expanded learning all this; something that I felt I learned all in a single moment. I aim to expand on this awareness by not judging or worrying, and just letting it organically grow, naturally as time passes, learning more about people as I go.
And
I’m definitely becoming more aware as time goes on. I feel this w only continue, and I take great comfort in that.
Generally the less I judge, the more I see that people have reason to be the way they are. They are just defending themselves from people, I guess. I mustn’t judge how evil they are; it just doesn’t work for me.
Tbh, how w Ik who is evil and who isn’t. I feel there are many factors to consider. Tbh, I feel it’s an energy that Ima spot right out the get; and my ability to spot this gets stronger, I feel.
C this be bc, of just not understanding people all my life, or is something else going on here; that following J’s commandments is giving me some kind of increased awareness. That w make sense, as I feel that is w is happening.
Time goes past and I just feel that, I am more and more aware. This is all I ask. I feel that feelings are w matters most. The more I learn, the more I realise how strong I need to be; and that I w need to get even stronger.
I wonder if every new generation needs to be stronger than the last, and the demands are just ever increasing. This helps me accept w comes and just chalk it up to, I wanna feel younger so I had better be able to deal like a younger person, I feel; just kinda makes sense. Idk.
One thing Idk is.. every time I deal, I just get a level up.
To Challenges
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