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It’s nine thirty pm, I just had coffee I w more emotionally stable today and I got on well w the people at Mahjong.  I moved to a different table bc we had new people starting and I liked it; I liked them.  I w fishing on Gates of Heaven, w w nice. I have done a…

It’s eight pm, Ima have coffee at midnight Emotionally stable today I felt.  Ima not say that that w be how it a be for like always.  It’s rly just taking how things have been for the last while, like six months or so and just carrying that on, extrapolating it.  So my life, as it is, is…

It’s midnight, I have coffee rn I never freaked the f out today.  I spent the whole time chatting w my friends at knit and natter.  Then I got home and tried to make this recipe in the air fryer that just didn’t work to be fair.  The rice never got cooked even after ages.  Ima use a pan…

It’s about five pm, I just had coffee I never got hella triggered today; Ima rly hope that that is something that shouldn’t rly happen that often; tho through my illness it has been a thing that has happened way too often.  Idk Ima hope to work on the business today.  I w just watching Aryssa, she’s…

It’s eleven am, Ima have a nice Colombian at four So one of my reviews got lost.  Hopefully at least Ima ask which list of reviews it came from; then Ima hand ball that son of a bitch out of one of those lists. Also Must find out if Ima use a controller for fort; rly…

It’s eight thirty am, Ima have cola at ten Then rain is coming.  It’ll probably start getting cold just before.  I have a jumper and hella waterproof gear.  It’ll be doing it all day, I feel I got some work done on the business last night.  I have reviews laid out.  I now have to pick between a couple of…

It’s about two pm, Ima have coffee at five I put the phone down on the Doctor.  Ima not go into it bc I’m not comfortable sharing like private conversations.  I feel that I w just practising my boundaries and, I guess wasn’t very good at it, tho I did like I say, manage to say no.…

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee at ten This morning I’m back to not thinking In the mornings It w evening.  I w all f up, trying a hold it down; watching Starling asmr, I tried not thinking.  A thought popped into my head.  I thought I’ll think it and see w happens.  It took me out of the…

I feel like I’ve lost my f mind; or something of that sort.  It’s a commitment; to just listen to people making endless lascivious comments I feel and not resist them in any way.  Insane bc I feel it c spell my death; tho it could spell my death speaking up against it the whole time; as…

It’s about six thirty, Ima have coffee rn, a smooth columbian. Just waiting for that bubbling and fresh coffee Maybe it w the coffee that made me delusional.  I found myself feeling like everyone w talking about me this morning when I w in the mall.  I kept saying like stop and no and, if you’re bullying…