Author: womankirsty
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It’s one am, I have my coffee I’m trying not to wudge. I tried to get hold of my man at the agency, and he never called me back, twice. I feel my self esteem w affected, and I felt worthless, and that I wasn’t even worth the most basic job. This is w applying for work…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD. I’m struck by how young I look. I feel that I look like thirty at times. Even my hair seems to be turning back to color and getting more soft. I go after, being young, w renewed optimism. I had a bad few days, bc of freaking the f out, and I…
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It’s one am, I have my coffee A Whole New Approach To Assessing Offers To find ones w healthy commissions, and to go into the reviews of these companies and find something super positive that they are saying. It’s a product first approach It seems only right, and poetic justice, that only the companies that offer…
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I’m at the dentist; I need a tooth stripping. I might just have some CBD. I had this most beautiful, sublime, walk through Orton. it was the same trail that I would take on the way to school. I had thought those feelings had died in me a long time ago. It really gives me…
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It’s two am and I have my coffee I had a nightmare that I w @ the fairground and I got caught in one of the rides. The hallucinations I w having have settled down. Normally when I have a relapse, I feel that people are up to something that is rly pi me off, and…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows. It’s wet, and I haven’t brought my bag to sit on, so I’m standing up. Ima have some CBD I’m still trying not to judge. It’s not that hard now. I stopped my morning judgies, and I only get it like every now and then. I just think about something else. I’m a little apprehensive to…
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It’s three thirty am, I have my coffee I signed up for the Christmas meal, w the knit and natter. It w be nice to see them twice that week. I buy my tree, hopefully, in a few days. It’ll be nice to have another one, as mine is looking almost dead. I must not overwater it this year…
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I’m at home, going w|o CBD. I’m still being careful, bc of my schizophrenic day; kinda, I had coffee today, at knit and natter; and the strange thing w w that, it didn’t make my self esteem collapse into itself, and it w the first time that that had happened. I feel rejuvenated. I watched dollblush,…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee Self esteem Self esteem is w enables someone, to run a business. It allows the mind to function better. It allows the person, eventually to be in the flow state. In the flow state, there is no stopping them, anything is possible. I found my way to self esteem, w J’s…
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I’m at home, passing on the CBD today. G, I freaked out on Sat; bad. I’ve spoken to support tho. He says, well I guess we think that it w psychological dependence. I’m okay atm, I w okay yesterday. Ima just put it behind me. Like I say tho, I’m a bit scared to have CBD. Bowling w great,…