Author: womankirsty

It’s six thirty pm, I have my coffee Hate, one word hate.  It has become easier when I don’t judge.  People be being themselves, how Ima poop on that.  It’s hard; learning that they deserve respect, bc that means that before; I had to ask myself the question, w I giving it to them. Ik more of the…

It’s two pm, I have my coffee I had my tooth pulled.  It hurts a little now. Had this experience where reality came back to me; it w like my respect for people, returned. I called 111, bc I had some of the symptoms that I had been taught to look out for.  They told me that…

It’s ten pm I have been distressed up the wazoo, this week, ngl. I did well at seeking help this time.  I had had a few relapses, to work on honing it.  This time I had to think on my feet and was just getting as much help, as I could for like a few days. I…

It’s, Idk o clock; probably about 7pm I kinda think I may have to give up CBD.  It’s a psychotic, I feel, and that must be a super no, as far as me.. bc I had to start taking more pills. It’s been a challenging couple of days, w lots of help coming from different people.  Tbh,…

It’s midnight, I have my coffee and CBD I had pretty-much a whole day free from judgement; it w dope.  I have also noticed that I am much smarter; just able to listen and take stuff in w|o mental chatter getting in the way. I kinda feel that I have been forgiven, as the bible says,…

It’s midnight, I have my coffee; and CBD It happened I w walking to town; and these two guys.  I felt this trunk, come down from my forehead; and then he said, he lowered it; and then the other guy said, he has got a t.. I continued on down to Town, and this girl moved her arm…

It’s midnight, I have my CBD and coffee I’m trying to have less painkillers, now that I have been on the antibiotics for a while.  It’s getting ripped out, Tue after next. This girl said, did you see that.  From the way she said it, it sounded like she had said, she’s cumming, did you see that;…

It’s midnight, I have my coffee and CBD I just wanna.. J’s commandment of leap for joy..  I get it. I w struggling w the evil that people were saying.  I hear a lot in this town, about the value of having sex.  I feel it w like that; in that, it showed me the intimate side of…

It’s midnight, I have my CBD and coffee I had this experience where people were saying a lot of stuff. The commandments of when people say all kinds of evil.  Ima just not judge w they are like. It went on for like two hours; everyone around me making comments towards me. I had thought that…

It’s midnight, I have my CBD and coffee I have been in the worst pain of my life w my tooth; off and on all yesterday.  I booked a dentist for today.  I must wait for my coffee to cool. I have four days, before Ima try and work towards running my ad.  I must make sure that…