Author: womankirsty

It’s five pm, Ima have coffee soon I just feel more human, more connected to people, more like there is a rl person spending time w them; like they are getting the value out of it of quality time or something, I feel.  I like the feeling of people liking being around me, and it is…

It’s twelve thirty pm, Ima have cola in five minutes I liked being at Mahjong.  I won one game, triple knitting.  They had totally cleaned me out, till I won at the end. Just took my pills, now Ima have cola. Managed to go all day w|o feeling challenged w losing my mind. I w f with…

It’s one pm, Ima have cola.  I’d carried it round w me all day; and some nicotine I met this nice girl from one of my groups and she offered me a coffee, w I gladly accepted and had a like blood orange drink.  We chatted for a while then she left. There’s a little bit of…

It’s one pm, having coffee at two She w about twenty.  I saw that she had exactly the same mannerisms as me and I w shocked to the core; for a hot minute; then a girl like nineteen, walked past w exactly the same energy as me; leaving me reeling, what the f. I’d been challenged…

It’s one pm, I had cola a little while ago. I got back and w challenged w judging someone; kinda; wanted to stop, feel okay now. Feel like the Mulberry extract is a hedgehog pathway stimulant.  It has the same effect on me as Ginseng, w is k for being one.  It’s something that Ima not describe…

It’s twelve pm, I just had Coke Zero I w challenged w asking myself, how did I get myself this f up: This bloke w super nice to me in the supermarket, picking up something I dropped.  Later he spoke to me and I ignored him.  I w challenged w feeling that he felt that I w…

It’s twelve pm, I just had Coke Zero Idek where to begin w this, today.  So many things happened that may have ripped me up tho didn’t.  I w in the mall for three and a half hours. I w walking through the crowd.. I had said to myself that I’m not human and holding that energy…

It’s twelve pm, I’ve just had Coke Zero I w challenged w people posing their heads on the bus.  This girl said, she’s gonna crack, why they’re moving their heads.  I looked behind me to see who said it, later wishing that I’d asked w she k. The whole day w okay.  I’d got around everywhere liking w…

It’s two pm, Ima have coffee at six I’ve just had lunch.  I liked being at my group and walked home; got some shopping on the way back.  I slept rly well last night.  I felt challenged w w people were saying, tho only in a small way.  My friend rang tho I felt a little off so we…

It’s about one thirty pm, Ima have coffee at six I took Mulberry leaf today.  I kinda felt like it w a challenge around Gooners.  I built up in my head that everyone w kinda stuck on me, I felt.  I remember the being challenged w a relapse two years ago where I felt overwhelmed by it.  I decided…