Author: womankirsty

It’s about two pm, I have my coffee I enjoyed Mahjong.  It is starting to become a thing, that I don’t get triggered at groups, w is super welcome. W the business, my landing page is getting changed every five minutes.  I have plumped for an AI created headlines; and title. I’m feeling closer to joining the…

It’s five pm, I just got back, having nicotine I thought up a funnel; three pages; Idk if it w work.  I’m making a tweak to the landing page as well.  I just gotta wait two more days, rly till I do anything; kinda Eating less worked rly well; tho I gotta be careful, it kinda works too well.…

It’s two pm, I have my coffee Zweebing I w like to talk about zweebing.  Zweebing is kinda panic or paranoia; and worry.  It can also be frustration w emotional pain; over them. This morning, I told myself that I w not upset w being upset.  This is bc of feeling attractive and therefore not feeling that it…

It’s midnight, coffee’s on I’ve been experimenting w finding the right trigger, for my buy button.  I may have to eventually use a funnel; w curiosity as my trigger. I ran things, from Sunday, with a whole new section on my page, w an image instead of text.  It w take four days, to find out if…

It’s one pm, I have my coffee I started by telling myself, that I don’t need to k what reality is. Like, there’s this thing in the mind of the anxious person; where they trying and trying to define w reality is; and by anxious person I mean me. I’ve not done it for time, tho…

It’s about three am, I have my coffee I must never be rude to someone, who I feel is being rude to me; out of having crazy low self esteem.  I w continue in my path to youth, as long as I don’t do this.  This is the one thing that Ima do that c, and I…

It’s two thirty pm The girl from my housing association has been round, it w good.  I tidied up a little. It w much easier than I thought it w be, and it feels good.  I aim to get on top of it, bc it helps me to function better w the business.  I guess it improves my…

It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee It w all about being savvy; trusting myself that I had remembered things right; trusting myself that w happened, has actually happened; and that it w all sorted. It’s picking up on those small social queues; me picking up on social cues.  Then I panicked, feeling that we had not…

It’s five thirty, coffee’s on I had my appointment w my psychiatrist today.  Obs Ima not say anything that she said to me in that meeting.  I’m staying on 2mg; w is a great relief to me.  The experience I had losing it so bad, just f me up thinking about it. I had a good day at…

It’s one thirty pm, I’m putting coffee on. I’m still scared the business won’t work, even tho my ads look like they are almost going viral.  This says a lot about mindset; that this is as good as it gets.  I’m able to tell myself that people who do this, are people just like me.  I’m able to…