Author: womankirsty

It’s about one pm, I had coffee at eleven I feel that I saw and heard a lot of evil people today, tho I’m not qualified to use that word tho I guess people w relate to it. It w crazy.  I w at the Building Society and for some reason I felt insecure, and I…

It’s four pm, I’m having coffee in two hours I hallucinated so hard today.  It felt like I had smoked something.  I thought to myself that I w lucky to be tripping out so much.  I guess I’m one hundo on placebo, I feel. It calmed down w w one hell of a relief.  Tbh I feel that a…

It’s two pm, I’ve had coffee I had this feeling today that I hadn’t had before.  It w about, when it feels like people are saying stuff.  I w asking myself about safety.  What if there w no threat.  W if it w just safe from that threat, that specific threat. It kinda shocked me w I w thinking.  Then…

It’s one thirty pm, I had coffee at craft I have been challenged w w people have been saying.  I have been making sure that Ima not zweeb. It started this morning.  I felt scared that this might happen and wondered if I should think about how to avoid it.  I rejected this and decided that I w…

It’s two pm, I had coffee at class Ima handle a lot more of the things people say.  I feel this is down to just not being on medication.  It’s a super dope thing.  Of course it’s also down to following J’s commandments. I’m doing well at not zweebing; even when like someone has said something, I feel,…

It’s one pm, I had Coke Zero a little while ago Just rang 111 bc of feeling scared for meningitis, bc of a rash.  The call handler spoke to me and a doctor should ring me w|i the hour.  I decided to not go to the shop and came straight home.  I feel a little scared.  They told me…

It’s one pm, I had Coke Zero Earlier I challenged rn w zweebing.  My mind is trying to zweeb all sorts of things. I definitely feel like I’m either a) on f all medication or b) on 1mg.  I’m erring towards like being on none.  I feel that the biggest challenge is being on a small dosage, and…

It’s one thirty pm, I had Coke Zero Earlier Had an idea w the business; that I w enlist the help of someone to make a landing page for me.  It doesn’t cost that much and may make my marketing work.  Ima use Fiverr, I feel. It w a lovely day today, lots of sun and good…

It’s one thirty pm, I had Coke Zero earlier I’m thinking maybe about going to Lincoln or somewhere, for the day.  The weather is nice atm tho it may break.  There may also be the odd cold day. Gotta get myself some breakfast cereal and there is some nice stuff at ALDI.  I w only at the end…

It’s two pm, I had Coke Zero I took a flask out w me.  I didn’t need anything from ASDA, so just got more Coke from ALDI; and some vegan bacon from Waitrose. It’s been sunny all day and I’ve managed to be blonde.  I realised this this morning.  I tried to figure people out, bc I felt…