Author: womankirsty

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    I’m pi.  I’m pissed w Google always  hiding w I write, on the internet. You see it’s not fair; they don’t just allow w has merit to rise, they continually push blogs down in favour of corporations; and they decide w is not worthy of being seen by certain factors. I’ve been doing this for a year;…

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    I just woke up from a dream. There w this girl on the roof who w like a mythical creature.  I w in this office block. Then I w in the back gardens; and there w this one house that had a bin outside.  I went to put something in the bin, and I found this radio…

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    I’m starting to grow a picture of life; from a productive person’s point of view. Working and like taking care of my home; is w most people do, and they get to feel like whole people bc of it.  This has just dawned on me. Idk this bc I w working; and I w being abused…

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    I had a good day today.  It’s just these spring vibes; and I feel that cleaning my home has led to these feelings. I remember this post on Tumblr like years ago.  It said don’t underestimate the ability of tidying your flat, to un f your head. I’m flabbergasted as to how much it has helped. It…

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    I w wondering how I felt; around the business and whether I w getting cold feet. I thought about the life I now have and how it came from the business; walking around Notcutts, looking at all the nice things, the homes in Orton Wistow and just the feels of it all that were incredible.…

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    So I had Pétanque today.  It w all good and I w having a good time; tho at some point, towards the end I started feeling super ill; Idek if I w get home. The feeling went away and then came back when the girl from my housing association w here. She is nice; and she…

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    So, I’m a racist; I’m not rly Yea; so I decided to feel my feelings.  Idk I’d kinda gotten to k that this w the healthy thing to do. So I just felt so pi off w these two racist people I had seen in the morning. I leant into this.  I went right into my feelings.  Then…

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    I had a good day today. Yesterday w super tough.  I felt like I deserved to die the whole day, and that it w gonna happen.  It w horrendous. Today w just well different.  I felt good all day. I started off w knit and natter.  I feel so amazing w I’m around the girls. In the book You…

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    I felt my emotions yesterday. I went to see my friend; and I told her that I felt like G w destroy me bc of the way I spoke to him.  She said don’t be so stupid. It w right at that point that I realised.  It’s bc my mom smothered me as a baby, I feel.…

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    I want to lower my medication. I spoke to my psychiatrist in Nottingham; and he said that he has helped loads of people come off of it. He says that it’s important to do it in the spring. This is my only window of opportunity and I don’t want to lose or blow it. I…