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I had an unpleasant experience yesterday, when I felt that someone w verbally abusive to me.  I still feel uncomfortable over it as my empathy is leaking cortisol into my mind. I am confused at J’s commandments over it.  I remember when people used to stare at me and I felt this ruined my day.  Had I have…

I’m a little triggered rn.  This woman w super rude to me down Ferry Meadows.  I said he scared me.  She said, oh for God’s sake, he’s only a little boy.  I said he nearly walked into my scooter and hurt himself. According to J’s commandments this is a rly good thing; if my self esteem is so intact…

I’m  a bit lonely.  There w no Pétanque on Thur or Sat. I realised where I went wrong w the CBD doob.  It’s just got too much of a blast of a toke on it. I remember when I used to do CBD; and it made me feel like Ima die all the time. It’s the same w…

Bloggzy woggzy I had a blast on a CBD dooby last night.  It w a rl ripper of a toke; I had two. I felt bad, like rly bad.  Akin to yesterday when London w sooo rubbish, and then when I got back I realised that I had done a super dope thing by going… the next…

I went to London; Elephant Park to be exact; via getting lost around Baker Street; down Harley Street, getting lost again at Oxford Circus. I heard back from the Amazon guy, probably to lmk that he has sent out another item. Ima run ads, Ima run ads, Ima run ads.  This offer is not over yet;…

I went to knit and natter today.  It w nice; l love it.  The weather has been nice here for two weeks and it has been great. I w working on my landing page.  It’s not that hard, just putting the things that is says on the website for the main three points; the best things about the…

I w thinking about the business; and how I c make sure that my landing page converts well.  It all started w a phone call to Royal Mail. I w on the phone and I had to wait half an hour.  There w this voice that w come over the phone every now and then and lie…

I had a beer down Ferry Meadows.  It w nice.  The sun w shining and there were lots of people down there. I realised that no one is judging me.  This w a huge revelation for me.  Like why am I judging people when they are not judging me. I felt bad for a minute. And then I realised…

I have calmed down somewhat.  I tend to get stressed.  I kinda canned the campaign; and I burnt a pan while I was doing it. My mind w racing and I felt so hopeless. I have reset.  It w my Christmas tree that did it. I realised that when I felt like I had to do something different…

I w gaslighting myself; that I had imagined that my cost per click had gone right back down to the proper price. Like w choice do I have; but to just wait for it to happen.  What am I even saying; Ima reasonably expect it to. Idk why I lost it so much lately.  I suppose that…