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It’s three pm, I’ve had coffee It hit me, I’m feeling everything I should be feeling, I’m off it.  The last batch must have been 1’s.  I liked realising this a lot; like I say, I c feel all my feelings; and it’s been so long.  Fourteen years in fact. That aside, my symptoms just got to much…

I’m due to have coffee in half an hour, it’s nine-ish. So, I got the Tempura vegetables.  I w rly looking for the pots, tho they stopped that line.  It gives me something nice to have, sort of late.  Maybe w some kinda dip in a bottle type thing, Idk, gotta find out how to cook it. I…

It’s five thirty, I’m having coffee soon The challenge of hallucinations has lessened, a little.  My heart goes out to anyone w has this condition. I rang a few people; they told me things to do, like distract myself from these hallucinations.  I started taking my pills properly at least a week ago, so things should eventually…

It’s three thirty pm, coffee’s in an hour I’m having to keep my mouth tight shut, bc the window’s open.  I asked my neighbours to be quiet and they did.  I w challenged w being talked to all the time. I feel my body is in full youth mode; like I’d need some time for it to…

It’s four thirty pm, I’m having coffee in about an hour Today w a rl challenge, dealing w w people were saying, walking three miles back.  I w okay tho, I guess.  I phoned my friend when I got back.  She had told me ages ago that that w be okay, when I w scared. I took my…

It’s eight thirty pm, I have my coffee I’m aware that I mustn’t check on the business, until it has run for a while.  It’s okay to check on my ads tho, to see how they are doing. I w thinking about judgement.  I just wanted to be a kid, and for it to not be in…

It’s about twelve thirty pm, I have my coffee I have been remembering my youth.  I never even thought that someone c do anything.  I never had this awareness of any danger.  I used to walk to school two miles. It feels to me like I am back there; like one massive jump from there to now.  It feels…

It’s two thirty pm, I’m having coffee soon I’m well glad, that I’m not on less medication.  People are saying all kinds of whatever around me, and I have to deal.  Sometimes they are talking right to me. I managed to get an emergency prescription, from the chemists.  I had to ring 111 first and get a assessment…

It’s one pm, I’m having coffee soon. I have to stop the ad campaign, bc I have one already paused and Ima just start it in Meta.  That way I don’t have to lose money as it starts up. Things are a go; everything is ready and running.  Feel pretty indifferent about it tho. Maybe Ima scale…

It’s one thirty pm, I had coffee a while ago. Today feels more like I’m aware, of w is going on.  I guess I’ve come down off of lowering my medication. This had to happen sooner or later.  I’ve been able to handle my groups, much better. I don’t think I w in kid reality; bc I…