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I’m down Ferry Meadows, late, traffic w a little bad.  I’ve had my CBD. I feel like everyone’s stupid, it’s a really uncomfortable feeling.  I feel like I’m seeing snow people, through the eyes of a n’a.  My friend told me that everyone’s a racist bigot, maybe that’s true. I feel so nuts right now. I felt that…

It’s one thirty am, I have my coffee. I felt like the Gospel Of Thomas, w about me, yesterday.  It says, if you are able to interpret these sayings, then you w never taste death.  It w weird, bc I didn’t feel like I w delusional at the time. Like, if I w the first one to…

I’m down Ferry Meadows, I had my beer, on the way down here. I’m calling it wudging, bc it refers to both worrying and judging. I realize that the problem is shame. I will feel like I’ve done something wrong and then get upset; or not, just tell myself to not wudge. I feel that…

It’s two am, and I have my coffee I felt persecuted today.  People here tend to blurt out things that they hate about people.  I love it, tho I felt that it w about me, and rly got scared.  I’m not judging whether it w or not, and I w able to handle it, w w super.  I rly…

It’s two thirty am, I have my coffee I love J’s commandments.  My self esteem is super high, tho I suffer at time from super duper low self esteem, I feel we all do, Idk. I feel like applying for more jobs, bc Ima miss out on ones that are opening at the mall. I’m thinking…

I’m down Ferry Meadows, Having CBD. Still finding it a bit of a challenge, following J’s commandments.  I had to not worry earlier and I had a mini anxiety attack.  I don’t want to explain, bc it c give me anxiety again. Getting good and stoned, for my psychiatrists appointment.  I’ll have to head back soon for it.  Rly…

It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I feel totally re energized, bc I heard about two people who make an online income.  It just gives me so much faith. I feel I’ve rly turned a corner, when it comes to being able to not have judgy feelings about people.  Up till now I just didn’t rly…

I’m feeling more optimistic about the business, and not believing in my own bull sh, at the same time.  Like, I’m not telling myself that this time it’s gonna work.  Some people, definitely do make an income online. I rly aim to not judge and not worry.  This new, pinning me much younger, has just made me feel…

It’s midnight, and I have my coffee Judgement Whatever I judge someone to be is w I am.  With every judgement, I become who I am judging.  Like, if I had a specific thing that I judged people for, and I kept doing it on the regular, I w actually become that, myself.  Some people call people pervs,…