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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. Feeling that my eyes are widening. The structure of the face, is down to the structure of the mind, in part, I don’t like to say brain. In the female mind, the messages travel more from side to side than front to back, like they do in men. I feel the…
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It’s almost two am, and I have my coffee I have realised that, being attacked in the magistrates court, has rly traumatised me, and that is why it feels that everyone is evil. It feels like everyone is capable of that. Even when I am at home, I feel that I am at risk of people…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, Idk whether I need CBD. Persecution To me, persecution can just be feeling that someone is saying something; something horrendous actually, w no basis, bc of not judging whether it is or not. I feel that modern society deems persecution, to be like ethnic cleansing or something like that, w it is; tho…
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It’s almost three am, and I have my coffee I w thinking about doctors and how I feel they have something against supplements. Like, to me, probiotics w help me chest infections, tho I feel they won’t prescribe them. I also feel that Curcumin healed my depression, and they won’t prescribe that either. I found that I…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. My coil is burnt and I forgot to replace it, so I’m having to be careful. It’s kinda like the same hit as having a cup of coffee, not strong at all. It still made me well para, at Bowling on Mon, tho. There’s a lot going on w|i me rn. Idk why…
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It’s midnight, and I have my coffee I believe all the things that I’ve been saying. I believe that I w be in the reality I want. I believe that it is underneath all the worrying and judging. I w @ pètanque, and I had felt my empathy, instead of dehumanising thoughts. I had gone the whole session,…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having beer; I already had coffee. I feel a little upset. I want to talk about persecution. Long story short, I felt that it helped me. I w able to feel through these dehumanisations I w have as I socialised w the friends. I got right to the end of our club, and then I…
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It’s four thirty am, I have my coffee I’m thinking about fear; how I feared going out, bc I thought I w be taken advantage of. I feel scared of my neighbour rn. It’s hard w worry bc Idk whether I have something to worry about. I c just be having my midnight bout of, ill mind…
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I’m down Ferry Meadows, having CBD. I want to start talking about something; about my dehumanisations of people. It’s kinda the same thing that I feel, when I am at groups. It feels like a mild version of narcissistic rage. I get the same thing, when I am out and about, just feeling that people are janky. It…
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It’s two thirty am, and I have my coffee I have rly been shocked at the amount of judging, I have been doing in the last few days. Ik that it is unhealthy for my mind. I feel low self esteem, bc of having done it, as when I judge someone, I’m rly judging myself. Ik that I…
Miss K 