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My head’s f up a little bit rn. I kinda felt like someone had a go at me today at bowling; and then when I w in Sainsbury’s, the guy told me the wrong isle for looking for something and it kinda messed my head up a bit. Ik that following J’s commandments leads to agitation. It…
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One of my neighbours died recently, like a couple of days ago. We used to be tight, but when I gave up drugs, we stopped seeing each other I was upset, this morning, so I rung the Samaritans to help myself calm down. I’m down ferry Meadows right now. I stayed away because I don’t…
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I went to Pétanque. It w good and I won a few games. It w nice to get out. It has put me in a good mood. I want to find more things to do bc they rly are the shizzle. There is a Bowles club and I want to check it out. There are so many things…
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It’s about the feeling; this morning, and it has stayed w me. I just suddenly started feeling like I felt when I w.. Idk, down somewhere around Baker Street. I thought people were trying to pull me down out of that like reality or something; tho the truth of it is is that they are…
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I got a flat. Ima have to get it done, w w take a few days. I’m on the bus till then. I judged. I did. This man screamed at me and I allowed myself to judge him so that I didn’t judge myself. Problem w that my psychiatrist has been trying to get me to judge…
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I just went to my Cardiology appointment. I was an hour early and the doctor saw me straight away w w nice. With the business, I’m looking into how to make landing pages, tho it w take me ages, bc I need to slowly enter the world of doing that. It’s a bit like me entering…
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I picked up my puffer jacket today. It’s super warm w w be nice. I bought it for the winter. The sale is on now and I’ve got it cheap. There are some other things on sale in the July; w I w have a look at. I’m hoping to get the future light jacket cheaper as well, tho…
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I have plumped for having a beer today; down Ferry Meadows. I w drink my Coke first to get the right hit. It’s weird bc w a downer I like an upper and w an upper I like a downer. There is a festival on, so I might check it out. It w be nice to be around…
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One of the guys from pétanque helped me home w my lupin that I bought, w w rly nice. It w a real challenge getting it home and we nailed it; as a team w totally nailed it. I had a good time yesterday at the Windmill and w a little poorly the day before tho…
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I’m down the pub I have been trying as hard af to run away from being sociable; and when my psychiatrist said that I have emotional instability personality disorder, I just w offended. Idk why this w be; I w sociable when I w younger. There is this voice in my mind all the time…