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I ordered a washing machine.  It coming on Wed. I had a weird day. This girl in the toilets said, disgusting, he shouldn’t be in here. It got me to thinking about the shame that I feel all the time.  Like it’s rly not right of me to think that I’m disgusting, bc I’m about as far…

I had bowling; it w fab. I don’t take for granted the people in my life.  I just show up and hope that they accept me, and they do.  My favourite is knit and natter.  I’m going tomorrow and I’m rly excited about it. I need to find another activity to do, bc the pétanque is not running…

I bought myself some Ginger.  I am  trying to stimulate my hedgehog pathway. I have bowling this morning w is nice.  I go in an hour early bc it’s half term.  I’m no good tho I just go to enjoy myself. I spoke to a girl at the Samaritans yesterday.  I felt like I w gonna die afterwards, this is…

I had an unpleasant experience yesterday, when I felt that someone w verbally abusive to me.  I still feel uncomfortable over it as my empathy is leaking cortisol into my mind. I am confused at J’s commandments over it.  I remember when people used to stare at me and I felt this ruined my day.  Had I have…

I’m a little triggered rn.  This woman w super rude to me down Ferry Meadows.  I said he scared me.  She said, oh for God’s sake, he’s only a little boy.  I said he nearly walked into my scooter and hurt himself. According to J’s commandments this is a rly good thing; if my self esteem is so intact…

I’m  a bit lonely.  There w no Pétanque on Thur or Sat. I realised where I went wrong w the CBD doob.  It’s just got too much of a blast of a toke on it. I remember when I used to do CBD; and it made me feel like Ima die all the time. It’s the same w…

Bloggzy woggzy I had a blast on a CBD dooby last night.  It w a rl ripper of a toke; I had two. I felt bad, like rly bad.  Akin to yesterday when London w sooo rubbish, and then when I got back I realised that I had done a super dope thing by going… the next…

I went to London; Elephant Park to be exact; via getting lost around Baker Street; down Harley Street, getting lost again at Oxford Circus. I heard back from the Amazon guy, probably to lmk that he has sent out another item. Ima run ads, Ima run ads, Ima run ads.  This offer is not over yet;…

I went to knit and natter today.  It w nice; l love it.  The weather has been nice here for two weeks and it has been great. I w working on my landing page.  It’s not that hard, just putting the things that is says on the website for the main three points; the best things about the…