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I kinda got angry at Google.  I don’t wanna say why, tho I feel narcissism is a theme that runs through that company. I feel frustrated bc my cost per click hasn’t gone down yet.  It hurts emotionally, the uncertainty that it will.  Ik it will tho bc I’ve run a campaign before. I feel like I’m being…

I’m back So I had pétanque this morning. I just wanna, wanted to, rip that offer down.  All of my being w saying, this aint gonna work. I had a revelation tho.  I’ve just stopped thinking.  I’m always analysing stuff, every thought wondering about things, worrying even.  I stopped.  I have found peace since I did that; and it’s helped…

I have run my first offer; the first one after the total disaster two years ago. The only thing is leaving it alone.  It’s like my Christmas tree.  I  thought it was be happier w a little more moisture bc they like it, tho it gave it root rot, and I think it’s died. I need to let…

I don’t like assistive touch.  Why can’t I just run a mouse w~o that stupid blob on my screen. On a lighter note; I have nearly got the business to a point where Ima run ads.  In fact I have nearly finished writing an ad.  Then I just have to delete the menu that’s on my landing page,…

I rly don’t like people being pushy w me; tho my friend said that I w slipping bc I had a beer. This got me to thinking like do I actually prefer it being buzzed all the time.  I c try cutting down on tea, to see what happens.  I don’t think Ima like it tho In…

I just fw Youper I realise that I need to teach people how I want to be treated. If I want more empathy in our relationships I need to start with asking them to give me space to feel overwhelmed; and that I need someone to listen. This will create a deeper connection between us.…

Ima not do any work on Sunday; it is the sabbath.  This is driving me crazy bc I want to post my ads. I long for a little bit more money; so that Ima not be watching the pennies so much and Ima buy myself some nice things.  I also want to be supporting myself. Ik that…

I w on the phone to Apple today.  Their mouse pointer w invisible on certain backgrounds.  He said he w send it up; w w super nice.  It’s good to k that people care; and that they take pride in their products. I am rl close to posting ads.  I have pretty-much finished the website.  I just need now to…

I got to thinking that I don’t need anything and that I’m completely happy w w I have. I used to look to other people like they were happier or had something that I wanted.  Now I just don’t even look to them anymore; I am complete w~i. I have some great relationships in my life…

I feel… I feel like the business is gonna work.  I feel self esteem. I’m kinda scared of losing my beauty when things work out; like I can’t handle it and am mean to people or something. I have seen so many people lose their beauty.  I don’t know what happens or how it happens tho I…