Hey

I’m afraid we have landed on the subject of racism.

I w walking into Sainsbury’s and I saw this n’a girl.  I went in, did my shopping and came out.

It w coming out that something happened that kinda f me up a little.

There w this guy cycling; and he said you will to the girl, as she moved out the way and said morning to me.  I said morning back.

Racism is a psychological war between two races.  I refuse to judge either side of this war.

Alls Ima say is I’m super grateful for J’s commandment of don’t judge.  It has shaped my whole reality and made me realise that racism is judgement and I don’t want to do that.

My advice to anyone who wants to know which side is right and which side is wrong; is simply to just not judge and all w become clear.  Don’t think negatively of n’as and don’t think negatively of snow n’as.

I should be more clear about what I am saying.  Don’t judge either side in the context of racism.  Just don’t even think about it.  A hard pill to swallow as it is so hard to not judge, tho that is my advice.

We don’t need more racist people bc of racism, we need less.  Have a nice day.  I w now say no more about it.

In Other News

I have croquet today, w I love, Ima be honest about my feelings; and I’m looking forward to it.

I don’t get to have my beer tho at the Windmill, bc it clashes just slightly w it.  I have to make sure that I’m not late as I have had to commit to being there.

I realise that they probably select their teams based on numbers and Ima not fw that.

It kinda irks me to have to not go there tho.. Ima just have a beer at home or some sh like that.

No.. I’ll head down to Ferry Meadows half an hour early and have one there.  That’s if I have enough time tho, bc I’ve only got twenty five minutes.

Actually scratch that, I only have like.. the cogs are turning tho I think Ima do it.

What happened above kinda reminds me of what happened to me.  I feel that I have been persecuted in my heart; bc people were glaring and staring at me a lot and eventually I told G what I thought of it; something that I regret to this day and makes me feel bad.

Tho in the New Testament, it says that blessed are those who have been persecuted in their hearts bc they have known G in truth.  This to me says that it w a good thing, not a bad one and I just..  when I realised that this morning it made me feel a whole lot better.

There is no arguing w the word blessed.

And I draw a parallel between what happened to me and what happened to that girl.  That’s if I’m being honest about it.

And that actually is all Ima say about it.

So.. thanks for reading.

I’ve got some cans of Cruzcampo that Ima take w me to the Meddas.

I just wanna say how much J has done for me.  I have the understanding now, after following his commandments for five years that they actually are the right thing.

It gives me the faith to continue to not judge or worry and all the other stuff; bc Ik that this sh has changed me and I like w I see like f.

Take Care

Kirsty